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What I've Read

Immortal Dark by Tigest Girma - There's some interesting elements of this book - Girma is an Ethiopian Australian author and the culture and language are woven into the story with more nuance than I can unravel without help. It came recommended by a friend who could do some of that for me, so I can pass along her recommendation. For myself, I find YA dark academia a hard sell unless the school setting feels very central to the story. The main character is deeply wrathful over the disappearance of her sister, and as she wrangles her position of heir to her family in a social structure built around controlling vampires.

Overall, I think I could have enjoyed it more if the writing were not so slow. Emotions snarl or boil or lash, which should be exciting but instead manages to make a paragraph a slog - It slows the pace and makes the actual action harder to parse. More than once I really wondered if a character had struck at another, but it was always eyes lashing out with rage, in the middle of a paragraph and then the conversation just goes on. I lost the thread of the plot pretty dramatically, and I found the main pairing dull. I really don't think YA is for me.

Service Model by Adrian Tchaikovsky - I loved this book after five pages and I never stopped loving it. Charles is the consummate valet, the gentleman's gentlerobot, trying to maintain standards as he is thrust outside the civilized atmosphere of the high tech manor where he takes care of his master. Each section of his adventures alluded to famous writers' works, taking ideas sideways and upside down like Tchaikovsky does so well, and reworking them into something fresh. The book is post apocalyptic in the sense that the world has fallen apart but not in the sense that the story of humanity is over. I feel like this is in conversation with Remains of the Day, as Charles really does believe in the value or service to his master, and later, extends that to humans. This book asks clearly, who matters? Who gets to decide? It answers both with a resounding: YOU.


Reading Currently
A Hat Full of Sky by Terry Pratchett - also a resounding demand that we treat people seriously and with care. I would love to do a book club that holds Excellent Women up to some of Pratchett's witches. I think it would bear examining.

My Favorite Thing is Monsters Vol 2 – Emil Ferris

What I'll Read Next

Trying to get my Hugo nominees done, at least the novels. So Alien Clay and Ministry of Time
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In personal news, I have a personal trip planned, and one thing led to another, so I am back on Pokemon Go! I haven’t touched it since basically 2016, but I just went on a walk and fought Team Rocket – I think I’m sold. Once I figured out how to turn off All The Sounds so that I can fling Pokeballs while listening to my audiobook, it was real hit.

What I’ve Read

The Witness for the Dead by Katherine Addison (narrated by Liam Gerrard) – This book is like a bento box – you get a few bites of everything, all complementary. Some murder investigation, some magic rituals, some family strife, some opera, some queer people … all delightful. This is easily the third time I have read this and while I went for the audiobook and was not paying strict attention, there were so many points where I had to stop and let the words hit me. The Goblin Emperor is a great introduction to the life of the court of this world’s nobility – this is a fantastic examination of the world of the working class people who live and make their lives here. Both books are from the perspective of a person who wants to make the world better and kinder, and is actively working to do that, to the extent of their means.

Oddbodies by Toffeecape - https://archiveofourown.org/works/5209922 – Hannibal TV AU with Sentinels! Will Graham is not quite a Sentinel, Hannibal Lector is not actually his guide…. But! It’s one of those stories that I really enjoy, where Will figures out that Hannibal is, ya know, eating people, and just has to sit on that knowledge for a while. The plot of things proceeds differently that the show and probably for the best – these people are having more sex and more fun over all. A happy ending!

What I’m Reading


Moon Blooded Breeding Clinic - C M Nacosta -audiobook.- 25%- Sigh. I needed an audiobook that I didn't care much about to fall asleep to. But I forgot that the real reason I bounced off Nacosta's work is that these romances have more than a little touch of racist tropes, retooled with fantasy species. Not an unknown issue for me with this genre but like, play it off a little better, please. Also, one of the voice actors is annoyingly rough - reading each sentence like it's the first time thru, with very bland intonation. I think I'm bailing on it.

Style: Toward Clarity and Grace by Joseph Williams – 1981 book on writing clearly. 20% - No movement but not because I didn’t like it, just have been on audiobooks.

Immortal Dark by Tigest Girma – 50% - Audiobook - A habesha-focused YA vampire novel. I will admit, I am finding some of this writing style a bit grating.

My Favorite Thing is Monsters Vol 2 – Emil Ferris – 50ish% - Oh, this book is hard. Each of the two volumes has a prolonged section in the voice of a dead woman, talking about how she survived the Holocaust and what it cost her, and by god, the sections set in 1960s Chicago somehow are not that much easier. It’s definitely profound, I am just not sure if it coheres.

Service Model by Adrian Tchaikovsky – 5% - I have known robot valet Charles for 5 minutes but if anything bad happens to him, I will fly to England and beat Tchaikovsky’s mailbox with a bat. 


What I’ll Read Next

The Deep Dark
Track Changes
Alien Clay
Service Model
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”
kitewithfish: (down the rabbit hole)
What I’ve Read

The Goblin Emperor by Katherine Addison – easily my fifth time thru this book. Love how this just unfolds slowly. Maia is such an isolated character but with a deeply firm sense of justice and care for his actual subjects – it’s a bit nonsense as a political system (an emperor from fucking nowhere with no real power base getting the throne and it not turning into a bloody mess? Unlikely!) but as personal journey, it was great. Read it with a book group for the first time and lovely to talk about it with a group.

Someone You Can Build a Nest In
– (2024) by John Wiswell – This is a good book! Experimentally gooey and weird first person monster narration, solid set of social and romantic conundrums, solid emotional base, and the story unfolds at a good pace. Overall, a great first novel! At one point, the gooey monster uses the word “allosexual” in their mental narration and I had to put the book down for a minute, but, well, it’s otherwise a pretty good romance and a pretty good adventure. I think I’ll read John Wiswell again. He’s doing interesting things with body horror that is also just… a nonhuman person navigating disability in a convincing way. Some rosemary slander.

Excellent Women by Barbara Pym – (1952) I picked this up at the suggestion of a friend whose favorite writer is Max Beerbohm, which I think tells you something about her general reading – usually she’s reading much earlier books than me! This book is one of those English novels of manners that feels like a comedy poised on the knife edge of tragedy – if the author were any less adept at navigating social folly, it could veer into a giant mess, but she keeps dancing on that edge, and I kept laughing! Our main character is Mildred Lathbury, shabby and respectable and a reliable help to her community, observing the world of the more dramatic and more careless married neighbors who somehow keep involving her in their nonsense. Mildred is too sensible and too English to let herself get totally swept up in their drama, but is nevertheless too kind and too accustomed to ‘being useful’ for other people to totally divorce herself from the awkwardness of it all. The end of the novel reads as a bit wistful to me – Mildred seems to be veering towards an existential crisis, wondering if there’s every going to be more to her life than being one of the ‘excellent women’ whose time is at the disposal of every social need but their own happiness. I *think* from context that the end of the novel, where she agrees to help a pushy academic edits his papers, is meant to be a step towards romance and a more fulfilling life, but it’s 1952 and it’s England and Mildred is too smart to not see the trap she’s in and too accustomed to it to balk and run. It’s not quite Austen but it’s not not Austen.


What I’m Reading


Witness for the Dead by Katherine Addison – 50% - Audiobook – A Re-read inspired by the Goblin Emperor. This novel follows an investigator introduced in Goblin Emperor in his life after that case. It’s a great example of mystery plots and worldbuilding working in tandem – not every petitioner who comes to Thara Celehar for help asks for help with a mystery that is mysterious to them. Sometimes the case is an opportunity for Addison to show the reader something about the world that is totally everyday for them and wildly strange to us – allowing the story to unfold the world as a mystery itself!

Style: Toward Clarity and Grace by Joseph Williams – 1981 book on writing clearly. 20%

Immortal Dark by Tigest Girma – 25% - Audiobook - A habesha-focused YA vampire novel. I’m having a little trouble squaring the idea that vampires formed a pact with humans to limit their predation and the end result was… a university? But the book comes highly recommended and I do like the main character, Kidane Adane (whose name is roughly Amharic for “hero protagonist”). She’s a bit stressful at this point in the narrative, vengeful and grieving by turns.

My Favorite Thing is Monsters Vol 2 – Emil Ferris – 30% - I gave up on the hard copy of this book because it’s a behemoth and I simply cannot hold it comfortably.

Service Model by Adrian Tchaikovsky – 5% - I have known robot valet Charles for 5 minutes but if anything bad happens to him, I will fly to England and beat Tchaikovsky’s mailbox with a bat. This is, oddly, a nice companion to Excellent Woman by providing a POV character who is actually completely devoted to taking care of a single man, as a programmed robot, instead of a coerced woman. Charles is having a bit of a crisis.


What I’ll Read Next


The Deep Dark
Track Changes
Alien Clay
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”
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What I’ve Read
Nothing to completion! I am reading a lot of different books at the same time tho.


What I’m Reading
Someone You Can Build a Nest In by John Wiswell – Last week I called this “a weird and gooey monster book” – This week, it’s a devastating romance with the two main characters that have layers upon layers of mommy issues. It’s great, would recommend. Hugos Shortlist.

Style: Toward Clarity and Grace by Joseph Williams – 1981 book on writing clearly. I think it does a lot of really careful explanation of the problems people encounter with getting their ideas into words. I’m only about 10% in.

Excellent Women by Barbara Pym – 1952, set immediately post-War in England. Our main character is a spinster with a fascinating set of social circles. “Excellent women” in this case seem to be all the women who do the grunt work of making things work in society. Recommended by a friend who never reads anything more recent than the 1970s.

The Goblin Emperor by Katherine Addison – re-reading for book club. Yup, this is amazing. Easily the fourth time I have re-read.

The Familiar by Leigh Bardugo – Did not finish, am abandoning – I realized that the annoying side character was actually going to be a romantic interest and I was like, I need out.

What I’ll Read Next

The Deep Dark
Track Changes
Alien Clay
Service Model
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”
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What I’ve Read
The Power Broker: Robert Moses and the Fall of New York by Robert Caro -
By god, what a book, what a monster of a book! Like many, I picked this up because the lure of a good book club is a siren song – the podcast 99% Invisible decided to do a year long project on this book, one extra episode a month to discuss the book and have a conversation with someone about it. (They got great people, too, including the author!)

I fell behind schedule of the podcast but kept listening and reading on my own, and eventually, to finish this book, I ended up owning it in paperback, ebook, and three audiobooks of 1/3rd of the book each. 1200 pages makes a lot of audiobook!

This book is huge story look at one man’s life in public administration of the parks and roads and buildings of New York City. At every stage, the power of an unscrupulous, brilliant, and determined mind is at play in every project he sets his hand to, and the resulting works show his massive ego and talent and all his bigotries. Robert Moses was a fascinating and complicated man, and his legacy is fascinating and complicated. It’s also a key lesson in how difficult it is to get out of power someone who is entrenched and well supported. It also shows someone who’s unethical in small things will be unethical in big ones.

Key thoughts: If you get started on a project, public figures are more embarrassed by half finished project that wastes moderate amounts of money than by one that goes wildly over budget but gets completed. Public goodwill can be purchased by getting the papers on your side, but only for so long. You can’t just be right, you have to be smart.

As a reading experience, Caro is a skilled guide thru a tangled mess of history, legislation, and construction projects. It really can just be picked up and read chapter by chapter – he’ll give you the context you need to understand. Caro’s got a great sense for a revealing anecdote and occasionally a real admiration for the people he writes about as skilled political actors.

The Tainted Cup by Robert Jackson Bennett
– a very decent murder mystery in a fantasy world with some good characters and fun world building. Both the main characters and the world have mysteries built into them, and I found the whole thing very engaging. I don’t want to say more lest I spoil things.

Star Trek Lower Decks Warp Your Own Way by Ryan North and Chris Fenoglio – A graphic novel in the Choose Your Own Adventures style that is also a very fun Star Trek legacy piece. I don’t know Lower Decks at all but this was a fun introduction. Clearly made by people who love and appreciate Star Trek’s weirdnesses and with a eye on what makes someone heroic. I will say, it was a kind of confusing read – the Choose Your Own Adventure elements sometimes interact with the text, so you have to go thru several branches before getting enough information to figure out how to pick the right branch. It’s an iterative experience, but well written and charming enough to Trekkie that I did not get tired of it.

What I’m Reading
The Familiar by Leigh Bardugo – A reasonably interesting premise but I feel like the story is being weighed down a bit. I am about 25% in and we still haven’t gotten the main character to the Big Meeting.

Someone You Can Build a Nest in by John Wiswell – A weird and gooey book with a monster main character.

What I’ll Read Next


The Deep Dark
Track Changes
Alien Clay
Service Model
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”
kitewithfish: (rebellions are build on hope rogue one)
I did just honestly a good job today, including kicking myself out of a negative cycle of reading The News and freaking out right before bed and right when I wake up. (Not that it's not freakworthy, but, sleep deprivation is bad for you and I would like to be hard to kill.) I got to the gym and the bookstore and the farm box distribution and the farmers market and overall it's been a very good day for self care. My therapist recc'd a book on Internal Family Systems, which in brief seems to take the metaphor of a multi-vocal internal self and run with it. The metaphor kind of works for me, so I picked it up and I'm going to read it. I also finished The Power Broker, after 18 months, and I feel I should mark the occasion. Absurdly long book and I lost my temper at Robert Moses a hundred times during the reading of it.
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What I’ve Read
The City & the City by China Miéville - Re-read but it's been more than a decade. Really weird and interesting police procedural.

What I’m Reading
Hunting Toward Heartstill by Blackkat -picked this back up, about 59%
The Power Broker by Robert Caro - Audiobook part 3 - picked this back up again - 39%

The Antarctica Conspiracy Derin Edala – on hold.
The Ministry of time - on hold.
Someone you can build a nest in -on hold

What I'll Read Next

Star Trek: Lower Decks: Warp Your Own Way
The Tainted Cup
The Deep Dark

Track Changes
Alien Clay
Service Model
Someone You Can Build a Nest In
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”
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Late late late but here nevertheless!

What I've Read
Fugitive Telemetry - Martha Wells, Narrated by Kevin R Free - this one is fun. Wells keeps finding new ways to work with the tools she's established in this world, and it's great.

Two-Player by avocadomoon - The Pitt, Mel/Langdon, some exception pining-while-maybe-dating

What I'm Reading

Hunting Toward Heartstill by Blackkat -picked this back up, about 59%
The Power Broker by Robert Caro - Audiobook part 3 - picked this back up again - 39%

The Antarctica Conspiracy Derin Edala – on hold.
The Ministry of time - on hold.
Someone you can build a nest in -on hold

What I'll Read Next
Star Trek: Lower Decks: Warp Your Own Way
The Tainted Cup
The Deep Dark

Track Changes
Alien Clay
Service Model
Someone You Can Build a Nest In
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”
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What I've Read
Murderbot Diaries 2-4
(narrated by the wonderful Kevin R. Free ) - After last week, I went on a binge and re-read all the audiobooks: Artificial Condition, Rogue Protocol, Exit Strategy

By my count, this is the third time thru most of these books and they really truly do hold up. Incredibly keenly observed stories of Murderbot encountering people, making observations, and (against its will!) feeling things about them. It's so good.

Highlights: In Artificial Condition, meeting ART but also realizing about getting to have CHOICES and how that changes the relationship to its clients. In Rogue Protocol, being so jealous of the 'pet robot' Miki and how it gets to have people take care of it and that's not beneath contempt. In Exit Strategy, it's the line, "Please. They will kill her."

Lent by Jo Walton - I went into those novel knowing nothing and it just has blown me away. This book cannot be discussed truly without massive spoilers but it is so good I want to shove people at it anyways. I went in knowing basically nothing about it, so was incredibly impressed by the way the book unfolded and I do not want to take that away from anyone. So, I will give you what will not spoil it - this book treats Christian beliefs of the middle ages as hard fact and works from there to show a character trying to live a moral and meaningful life even tho he knows that he may be damned. The characters are so fucking good. I finished it this afternoon and I am going to have to re-read it again soon.

What I'm Reading
Fugitive Telemetry - Martha Wells, Narrated by Kevin R Free ( I know this is technically out of publication order , but I prefer it.)

Hunting Toward Heartstill by Blackkat -about 45%
The Antarctica Conspiracy Derin Edala – slightly on hold.
The Ministry of time - on hold.
Someone you can build a nest in -on hold

What I'll Read Next
Star Trek: Lower Decks: Warp Your Own Way
The Tainted Cup
The Deep Dark

Track Changes
Alien Clay
Service Model
Someone You Can Build a Nest In
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”
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What I've Read
All Systems Red by Martha Wells - Watching Murderbot the show with some friends led us into a discussion of differences between the show and the book, so I ended up re-listening to the book. It just keeps holding up - it's tightly written with a narrative voice that is just so clear and so dry and sometimes so scared - I love this book. I'm not sure where I land on the show exactly, but this did confirm that at least some of the plot differences are from the show removing the drones that SecUnit uses to see things remotely.

What I'm Reading
The City and the City by China Mieville - audiobook narrated by John Lee (not my fave but perfectly competent) - This is the first time I'm reading China Mieville after all the online awareness of the accusations and it's for a book club. The book does lean pretty well into the weirdness of the two cities arrangement - where you might have something pass in front of your eyes but you unsee it, because it's in a different city than the one you live in . It's a mureder mystery, so a lot of my final read will depend on how the story resolves

My Favorite Thing is Monsters Book 2 by Emil Ferris - still weird!

Hunting Toward Heartstill by Blackkat -about 45%
The Antarctica Conspiracy Derin Edala – slightly on hold.
The Ministry of time - on hold.
Someone you can build a nest in -on hold

What I'll Read Next
Star Trek: Lower Decks: Warp Your Own Way
The Tainted Cup
The Deep Dark

Track Changes
Alien Clay
Service Model
Someone You Can Build a Nest In
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”
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I skipped last week because, while I had done a lot of reading, I hadn't actually finished anything. I was burned out by the past few weeks at work and personal life, so I didn't write anything up. 

What I Have Read

If you were a Mythical Thing by Kangofu_CB - Re-read bc I love this author. Solid romance between gym teacher Clint and Bucky, who is also a were wolf.

He Who Drowned the World - Shelley Parker-Chan - Book Club Re-Read. THis book rewards rereading. The characters all feel so real and could be main characters in their own stories. I had completely forgotten the last third of the book. Edit after book club: It also has a fascinating set of comparisons between many different characters - Zhu has so many connections and parallels in other characters, and in her relationships with other characters, that I loved to re-read and get a better sense of them. So many pairs of brothers in this set of novels and so many of them are vicious struggles for power; Zhu's closest friend and near-brother is willing to die for her, over and over. Deeply fractured and unequal marriages between men who disdain their wives - Zhu's wife adores her and is a trusted ally. Revenge is a continuing theme and every time someone gets it, it destroys them. Zhu wants a different kind of world and she's willing to be ruthless for it, and it's clear that is the only way out of a cycle of repeated revenge and power struggles.

My Favorite Thing is Monsters  vol 1- Emil Ferris - Well written and the art is beautiful, however, the conceit is that the book is a handwritten child's notebook and so it's literally on lined paper and HARD TO READ. The POV of a young lesbian main character in 1960s Chicago and is deeply lovely -her fascination with classic movie monsters is so charming and so recognizable. Not a Hugos nominee this year, but the second volume is.

The Hunger and The Dusk vol 1. by G. Willow Wilson - A romance and adventure story - an orc healer is set to work with a team of human adventurers to face an enemy to both human and orc society, and fulfill a peace treaty between the enemy societies. I think this is mediocre, unfortunately . The art is lovely, but the writing is thin. They refer to tropes but don't actually depict them, so it feels very lazy and informed rather than characterized. Neither main romantic lead seems to have been really written, just assembled from tropes - and while I love romance novels and tropes, this isn't even using the tropes in the writing, it's just having the characters mention the tropes in their informed backstory. As a sidebar, I think the alliance between orcs and humans is supposed to be a commentary on racism in DnD settings - orcs are often treated as nonsentient and racially evil in gaming settings, while this books fleshes out orc society and culture and makes the secondary pairing into two really interesting people. If you want to pick it up, they are actually pretty interesting! However, the common enemy just.... evil hive mind nonsentient elves? Who maybe actually have a horrible king and a shared cunning plan? It kind of undercuts the exploration of orcs as sentient and worthy of attention and care if you turn around and assign the name traits to a different random fantasy species. Hugo award nominee, does not merit the award.

We Called Them Giants - Kieron Gillen - I read this immediately after The Hunger and The Dusk and contrast is striking. This book is also working hard from some tropes, but really works them and digs right in. The POV character is engaging with a terrifying and inhuman opponent, only to discover slowly that there is intelligence, compassion, and even communication. Overwhelmingly well done, great character work, the art is haunting and the pacing is excellent. It is a much tighter story with a simpler premise and delivers on it.


What I'm Reading
The Ministry of Time by Kailane Bradley – 25% ish,
Hunting Toward Heartstill by Blackkat -about 45%
The Antarctica Conspiracy Derin Edala – slightly on hold.
Someone You Can Build a Nest In – John Wiswell – 15%

What I'll Read Next
Hugo Nominees are out!
Track Changes
The Deep Dark
My Favorite Thing Is Monsters, Book 2
The Tainted Cup
Alien Clay
Service Model
The Ministry of Time
Someone You Can Build a Nest In
Star Trek: Lower Decks: Warp Your Own Way
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”
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TV: I have started watching Murderbot! I am intrigued by it! Skarsgard is doing really good at displaying Murderbot's discomfort and the team gets nicely fleshed out. I am cautiously optimistic. The fight scenes are less horrifying than I was imagining.

Real Life:
In other, sadder news, over the last week, a very dear friend of mine has been dealing with the sudden illness and death of a dear friend of theirs (not someone I knew directly). Since we are each other's emergency phone call buddies for a lot of stuff, that means, while I was in no way attached directly to the person who just passed away, I have been doing a lot of emotional support over the phone and I am feeling the general sadness of human fragility and loss rather than missing a particular person. But he was about my age, and he got sick and died and there's just a whole lot of grief swirly around me even if it's not mine. 

Work has been incredibly intense due to hosting events on site, so I have had a lot of traveling to the site, sleeping in a strange place, and doing pointless customer service to support a branch of my org's team that needs people to help manage the events. The whole thing seems wildly pointless.

What I've Read
Oh I have read nothing. Slightly behind on the year to date goals


What I'm Reading
He Who Drowned the World – Book club re-read
The Ministry of Time by Kailane Bradley – 25% ish, it’s kind of The Terror fanfiction
Hunting Toward Heartstill by Blackkat -about 45%
My Favorite Thing is Monsters -Emil Ferris – over 60% - okay this is turning out great.
The Antarctica Conspiracy Derin Edala – slightly on hold.
Someone You Can Build a Nest In – John Wiswell – 15%

What I'll Read Next
Hugo Nominees are out!
Track Changes
The Deep Dark
My Favorite Thing Is Monsters, Book 2
The Tainted Cup
Alien Clay
Service Model
The Ministry of Time
Someone You Can Build a Nest In
Star Trek: Lower Decks: Warp Your Own Way
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Hunger and the Dusk: Vol. 1
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
We Called Them Giants
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”

kitewithfish: (Default)
Unrelated: I have finished Andor season 2 and would LOVE to talk about it. I had not gotten the memo that this was going to be a 2 season show, instead of 5 – probably should have picked up on it. Still very good, just a much faster pace, I have some specific thoughts about that last image. Probably going to go back and watch Rogue One now.

What I've Read
Rivers of London/Midnight Riot by Ben Aaronovitch – Finished, not super engaging, I don’t think I will read the rest. I just began to find the narrator irritating and I ended up finishing the book without much pleasure, tho the plot was engaging and the story was not bad! It's got some cool magic in it, I don't think that other people would find this a bad book.

What I'm Reading
Hunting Toward Heartstill by Blackkat -about 45%

My Favorite Thing is Monsters -Emil Ferris - No movement

The Antarctica Conspiracy Derin Edala – slightly on hold.

What I'll Read Next

Hugo Nominees are out!
Track Changes
The Deep Dark
My Favorite Thing Is Monsters, Book 2
The Tainted Cup
Alien Clay
Service Model
The Ministry of Time
Someone You Can Build a Nest In
Star Trek: Lower Decks: Warp Your Own Way
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Hunger and the Dusk: Vol. 1
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
We Called Them Giants
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”

also bought some books – orb of cairado and the foz meadows novella, so stuff to look at there!
kitewithfish: (late night early mornings)
Work is full of tangential projects – one of the Big Events is happening so all the people who are normally doing keyboard work are consigned to doing talking to people work, myself included, at weird hours and high intensity for a brief window of time.

Which means that my plans for strenuous reading goals are OUT the window – good luck if I get thru book club and some goofy fiction. Hugo books? Maybe!

What I've Read
Memory Library – Janelle Monae – Okay, turns out this rules. And, excellent book club book! The last three stories really dig into the element of surviving under oppression that is the need for time and space and hope, and how each story handles that is so different and connects so well to each other. Loved “Timebox” and absolutely was destroyed by the selfishness of one of the characters to someone she supposedly loves – center of the book.

What I'm Reading
Hunting Toward Heartstill by Blackkat -about 30% in which is, I think, where I last left it. They are bopping around a dangerous Sith planet and I find this section a little slow but maybe Anakin will experience a consequence!

Rivers of London/Midnight Riot by Ben Aaronovitch – Audiobook is fun, good narrator. Wow, does Ben Aaronovitch hate fat people. Like, it’s a good book but just every so often he’ll just be like, Did I mention this unpleasant character’s body yet? No! Let me fix that! This is not surprising to me, honestly, I read this book before, and bounced, but! I do have a friend who adores them. And claims the fat hatred eases? So, we’ll give this a second chance.

My Favorite Thing is Monsters -Emil Ferris - A comic book I am reading so that I can read the sequel piece for the hugos. Slow going.

The Antarctica Conspiracy by Derin Edala – slightly on hold.

What I'll Read Next
Hugo Nominees are out!
Track Changes
The Deep Dark
My Favorite Thing Is Monsters, Book 2
The Tainted Cup
Alien Clay
Service Model
The Ministry of Time
Someone You Can Build a Nest In
Star Trek: Lower Decks: Warp Your Own Way
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Hunger and the Dusk: Vol. 1
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
We Called Them Giants
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”

also bought some books – orb of cairado and the foz meadows novella, so stuff to look at there!
kitewithfish: (harley quinn is making trouble!)
What I've Read
Master and Commander – Patrick O’Brian – Why was this so comforting and nice? Did any of it actually stick in my brain?

Death sent the bridegroom by blackkat - https://archiveofourown.org/works/46352779 - Star Wars AU - Mace Windu is the leader of the Jedi, who have been hidden from the Sith Empire for thousands of years. But on a planet in Mandalorian Empire space, multiple Jedi have gone missing, and the actual Mandalor shows up to complicate this. Marriage of convenience and adventure!

What I'm Reading
Memory Library – Janelle Monae – Short stories for my book club, interesting world building around art and music and creativity and memory, but the sentence by sentence writing lacks a sense of cadence. Nothing shocks; nothing stops you in your tracks. This seems like it could have used another editorial pass, but it might just be a matter of taste.

My Favorite Thing is Monsters -Emil Ferris - A comic book I am reading so that I can read the sequel piece for the hugos. Slow going.

The Antarctica Conspiracy Derin Edala – slightly on hold.

What I'll Read Next 
Hugo Nominees are out!
Track Changes
The Deep Dark
My Favorite Thing Is Monsters, Book 2
The Tainted Cup
Alien Clay
Service Model
The Ministry of Time
Someone You Can Build a Nest In
Star Trek: Lower Decks: Warp Your Own Way
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Hunger and the Dusk: Vol. 1
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
We Called Them Giants
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”

also bought some books – orb of cairado and the foz meadows novella, so stuff to look at there!
kitewithfish: (rebellions are build on hope rogue one)
What I’ve Read
His Majesty’s Dragon by Naomi Novik – a re-read! This is a favorite series, I have re-read this book like four times in the last decade. I was struck by a particular element of this novel’s pacing – just about the time in training when a book about combat training would have let the main characters try out the new and improved flight formations that they came up with on their own and would have wowed their peers and instructors, the war heats up and the stakes become much more clear.

What I’m Reading
Memory Library – Janelle Monae – Short stories for my book club, interesting world building around art and music and creativity and memory, but the sentence by sentence writing lacks a sense of cadence. Nothing shocks; nothing stops you in your tracks. This seems like it could have used another editorial pass, but it might just be a matter of taste.

Master and Commander – Patrick O’Brian – My audiobook choice for falling asleep to, which is not an insult, just a reflection of how soothing this narrator is. Absolutely not paying enough attention to this.

My Favorite Thing is Monsters -Emil Ferris - A comic book I am reading so that I can read the sequel piece for the hugos. It’s literally difficult to read: the conceit is that it’s a child’s notebook, so all the pages have the blue lines of school paper. The art is fascinating and I am about 30 pages in.

The Antarctica Conspiracy Derin Edala – slightly on hold.

What I’ll Read Next

Hugo Nominees are out!
Track Changes
The Deep Dark
My Favorite Thing Is Monsters, Book 2
The Tainted Cup
Alien Clay
Service Model
The Ministry of Time
Someone You Can Build a Nest In
Star Trek: Lower Decks: Warp Your Own Way
Monstress, Vol. 9: The Possessed
Navigational Entanglements
The Butcher of the Forest
The Hunger and the Dusk: Vol. 1
The Practice, the Horizon, and the Chain
Speculative Whiteness: Science Fiction and the Alt-Right
The Brides of High Hill
We Called Them Giants
The Tusks of Extinction
“Charting the Cliff: An Investigation into the 2023 Hugo Nomination Statistics”
“Signs of Life”
“By Salt, By Sea, By Light of Stars”
“The Brotherhood of Montague St. Video”
“Loneliness Universe”
“The 2023 Hugo Awards: A Report on Censorship and Exclusion”
“The Four Sisters Overlooking the Sea”
“Lake of Souls”

also bought some books – orb of cairado and the foz meadows novella, so stuff to look at there!
kitewithfish: (geralt witcher black eyes intense)
­What I’ve Read

The Goblin Emperor by Katherine Addison – This is my fourth time thru this book, and different things stood out to me that the first time. A major turning point for Maia in the novel that I had really not remembered was him shifting from a mindset of, How can I please everyone who is making demands of me? to, Since it’s impossible to please everyone what do I think is the right thing to do?  And as a person who only recently discovered that disappointing people is not legally punishable, I felt that in my heart. This audiobook version was great - Kyle McCarley had a lot of character to each voice and it felt like it made sense for the choices he made.

I have also read a good deal of Star Wars fic by Blackkat that are all slightly too short to be counted as novels, but special attention to Cor Cordium - https://archiveofourown.org/works/52209091

What I’m Reading
His Majesty’s Dragon – Naomi Novik – I picked this up to keep my post-vacation chill mood intact, and then the library took it back. Treason! I will return to it, tho. Honestly, I feel like this one of those book series that I think I would give to any kid who lives near an ocean. 

Master and Commander – Patrick O’Brian – Since the library took Novik’s book back too early for me to finish, I figured I would go to the source material that inspired her, and start reading this! It’s about the sea and also about how being English is great because you get to fight people about stuff – wild nonsense. Jack Aubrey is a certified dummy and I think I love him – how can you not notice that the people around you are speaking Catalan and not Spanish, you hot mess of a captain.  I think audiobook is the right choice for this, as it allows the longer passages about how a sailing ship works can just glide past my ears. 

The Antarctica Conspiracy – Derin Edala made the least normal space ship in the world and the second half of the story is not any less wild. We started with a murder! 

Male Order – Unwrapping Masculinity -edited b y Rowena Chapman


What I’ll Read Next
The Memory Librarian - Janelle Monae - crossing book club 

HUGOS – This is my first year as a voting member, and I want to try and read everything (that is a single book- too many series and I will fall over). I know there is packet that goes out containing some of the books but I think it might arrive too late for me to get to all the books, so I have decided to start with what my local library can get me and work from there.




I found out about two different interesting nonfiction books recently that I want to read: 
Manhood in the Making: Cultural Concepts of Masculinity by David D Gilmore which is from 1990 and came up in a recent "If Books Could Kill" podcast episode where the host got really interested in the description of how masculine social roles construct nurturing differently than for feminine roles. It sounded interesting! 

I also found a book from 1925,  The English Language in America by GP Krapp, which came up in a Tumblr post about the way 'eye dialect', aka, phonetically writing out nonstandard spellings to portray dialects in writing, is used to portray people speaking in dialect as ridiculous and stupid (which is a dick move). I started to skim this book after finding the wikipedia article on 'eye dialect' and I found it so interesting in just the portion of the discussion where he gets into New England town hall records as a primary source for linguists to understand how colonial America was using English. I want to read it some time in more detail, or at least skim the interesting points. I realize it is literally a century out of date but I'm not a scholar, I am doing this for fun! 
kitewithfish: (down the rabbit hole)
What I've Read:

The Javelin Program Time to Orbit: Unknown #1 by Derin Edala This is the first half of a long web novel about an extremely fucked up space ship. Our protagonist starts out in the very media-est res, waking in the middle of a journey to be told, the ship is broken and you have to fix it! Things spiral. The characters have really interesting discussion of their decisions, and I'm looking forward to finishing the story in the next book.


Order 66: Star Wars: Republic Commando #4 by Karen Traviss
This is a fucking BUMMER of a book but it has to be - this series is about a set of clones in the Star Wars universe who are determined to escape the trap they've been born into. Traviss writes a good war story and this series has morally complex people doing good and bad things and feeling absolutely fine about it while they leave wreckage in their wake. Absolutely a must read series for anyone who is interested in the Mandalorian cultural canon - Traviss built most of of it from scratch.

What I'm Reading:

The Goblin Emperor by Katherine Addison - 82% - Started Apr 4, 2025 This re-read is great, the voices are excellent


The Antarctica Conspiracy
Time to Orbit: Unknown #2 Derin Edala -10% - Started Apr 7, 2025 like I said, the second half of the larger story.


What I'll read next
Book club - Janelle Monet short stories but I cannot recall which yet.

kitewithfish: (galactic senate from star wars andor)
What I've Read

California Bones by Greg Van Eekhout
The writing on this felt a bit sparse, but the world building and the characters more than made up for it. Osteomancy gives magic to people who consume the bones and other parts of creatures, or, the bodies of other osteomancers. A solid revenge quest which a twist in term of collaboration from an unlikely source. Is the trope of a super powerful magician who was trained from childhood by a father he must later revenge tired? Technically yes but Inigo Montoya was a blast and so are some of these characters.

True Colors by Karen Traviss Star Wars: Republic Commando #3
. Parts of a series in started and fell out of a couple years ago - the source of most Mandalorian world building in Star Wars and so everyone should read it. This series follows a group of clone Commandos who are involved in saving themselves from the machinery of empire - so, not timely or anything. The series has several running plots but also just has some nice father son and brother relationships. Traviss writes military fiction in several properties. I liked this one but it's hard to tell if the individual books are good , and certain characters are too morally complex for the Fandom to handle them well.

What I'm Reading

Karen Traviss's next Republic Commando book, Order 66, which is the downer ending of the series - there's a follow up Imperial Commando after this but, well, no more Republic.
Goblin Emperor - a re read by audio book

What I'll Read Next 
Not eentirely sure, need to check the notebook but I don't have it to hand. 


EDIT Oh the formating on this post was. BAD. I fixed it. 
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What I've Read
In Other Lands by Sarah Rees Brennan - Storygraph tells me that I most recently read this in 2022, but I remember reading it back when Brennan was putting it together on her livejournal in a short story format, sometime before it was published in 2018. I really felt so attached to the main character, an abrasive young bi man who lands in an portal story and rather than taking up a sword, figures out that the place desperately needs diplomacy and the ability to make treaties. Elliott spends a fair time getting rejected and somewhat ill-used, but he's so used to benign neglect that he simply doesn't bother with resentment. He simply understands himself as a person who other people will tolerate at best. This boy's self image is like catnip to me, in a terribly self indulgent way. Get loved, idiot. 


I'm gonna love you with my hands tied by kaasknot https://archiveofourown.org/works/34586794 - Love this fic. Will not make much sense without reading a couple of the Karen Traviss Star Wars Republic Commando fics. Suffice to say: Some clones from The Clone Wars are raised to be way more badass and Mandalorian than average, and this fic focuses on the random normal trooper they run into on a mission and adopt. The books skip the time period where Corr, our POV character, gets his prosthetics upgraded from basic to badass and gets trained as a Commando - this story covers that period of training with his extremely skittish Commando battle buddy, Mereel. Mereel is a study in weird cultural hangs-up and parental neglect. This fic is a great character study of Corr and his development from a disabled soldier who has lost his family and purpose to a badass commando who will likely be able to handle the weird cultish mentality of the clone family he's kind of marrying into. Corr is thoughtful and morally solid and I liked being in his head. 


What I’m Reading
City of Lies by Sam Hawke – 67% - I am technically re-reading this but have no actual knowledge of the book’s plot. Did I finish this? 
Tomb of Dragons by Katherine Addison
How to Become the Dark Lord and Die Trying - Django Wexler
Male Order – Unwrapping Masculinity -edited b y Rowena Chapman

What I'll Read Next 
I am free as a bird now. 


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