Oh, god, I am so, so tired

[kitewithfish]

A few highlights from this weekend:

•  A truly fun and hilarious Eurovision party with some new friends that I REALLY enjoyed, tho Sweden got robbed
• My sister's graduation in a field that I got a degree in and where my heart got immediately broken, causing me to have to change a huge amount of my career goals and just be kind of totally fucked career wise for about three years. So, I was both super jealous of her, and of a person I didn't get to be and really didn't want to be, who had done everything right and never had to deal with the shit I had to deal with. 
• Crying in car with my dude who *sort* of had known this was going to be a rough day for me and also sort of didn't realize exactly how rough. 
• Sleeping on the floor bc the inflatable bed that sleeps "two people snuggled up" was actually tested by some really thin people. 
• General festivities!
• A truly awesome Turkish restaurant 
• Dealing With  Mom