A walk up the hill to the Holy Rude
Apr. 20th, 2026 12:47 pmIf Stirling had a cathedral, this would be it, but royalty liked to keep the bishops at arms length and the castle is a royal palace so the local cathedral is down the road in Dunblane.
A sign on a building once used by the tailors' guild.
( Here be pics! )
good girl, bad Bertrand Russell
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April 20th, 2026: MURDOCH UPDATE: she cut her paw on a zebra mussel and needed stitches :( But she's doing great and her only complaint is she's not allowed to run around at the dog park until it heals! And she has to wear a bootie over her bandage when she goes outside. Look, she's had better times but she's a trouper. <3 – Ryan | ||
queer book club!
Apr. 20th, 2026 07:24 pmjust wanted to promote my new DW comm
the community is a no pressure book club dedicated to fiction books of all genres that are queer in some way! each month we take suggestions on what the next month's book should be and we vote on it. if you're not interested in the book for the month, that's perfectly fine! you are free to come and go as you please. :)
we plan to start in may and currently book nominations for may are open until april 26th.
hope to see you there!
A Little Late, the last of the March Ficlets...
Apr. 20th, 2026 09:10 pmBecause I got distracted, but they are up on Ao3 now, from prompts on
threesentenceficathon and done for
picowrimo.
- for Stargate Atlantis, and the prompt 'creatures' here (and yes, the creatures are unblushingly self-indulgent Lovecraftian ripoffs :),
- for The Sentinel, and the prompt being 'three sentences: first is past tense, second is present tense, last is future tense' it is therefore very very short and here,
- and for The Untamed and the prompt 'any small child (or adult character zapped into a small child by magic or science), tiny terror' (the fandom loves de-aging, but I don't recall seeing this particular character done... may extend it later, Or not.) here.
Interesting Links for 20-04-2026
Apr. 20th, 2026 12:01 pm- 1. Looks like later kids get sick from their older siblings giving them diseases, decreasing their achievements in later life
- (tags:family disease achievement )
- 2. Putin has sailed 121 tankers off Britain's coastline. None of them were seized
- (tags:UK Russia shipping )
- 3. The seven programming ur-languages
- (tags:language programming history )
- 4. Plans for huge new Edinburgh neighbourhood south of the Royal Infirmary
- (tags:Edinburgh housing )
2617 / Annual AO3 Meme
Apr. 20th, 2026 06:44 amFirst up, ordered by hits.
( Annual AO3 Meme )
As is traditional to say: no huge movement. Every fic in my top 10 had fewer hits this year than it had the year before, with MCU having the steepest drop-off. H50 continues to be popular to an extent that quietly baffles me. Maybe one day that silly Suits ficlet will drop out of the top 10.
Oh Canada...
Apr. 20th, 2026 11:01 amSo I’ve been thinking about going on holiday later this year, maybe end of September, beginning of October. Originally I’d planned either coastal Spain or bimbling around the low countries on an inter-rail ticket. (My local airport flies directly to Schipol, trains from there around Europe are easy.) There is - as of like a week ago - an absolute shitshow going on with the new post-Brexit passport controls/biometrics for UK travellers with the current advice being to get to the airport at least 3 hours early. And look, this may all be sorted by September, but I got caught in the post covid/Brexit nonsense on a work trip to France a few years ago - fucking running with a giant rucksack of Camera kit through Charles De Galle airport from passport control to my gate with a gate agent - and I’m not keen to repeat the experience. So between programmes the other day I pulled up seat61 intending to look at fun inter-rail options via Eurostar because, so my internal monologue went if I need to be at the airport that early I better be flying transatlantic at least. And like fuck am I going to the states while Trump’s in office…
…Yeah.
So back in 2008, when I worked in a call centre and used to plan train adventures between calls to keep myself sane, one of my favourite ‘and while I’m dreaming I’d like a pony’ plans was to do the ‘Canadian’, through the Rockies, across the prairies, across a fair chunk of Canada really. I spent way too long looking at pictures taken out the domes of the viewing carriages along that route. It was out of my budget, and oh goodness, I could not cope with the logistical uncertainty - the train shares tracks with freight, which has priority, so when it’s late it’s not minutes it’s hours, even now with the adjusted compensatory timetable they still recommend you don’t book onward travel or flights for at least 24 hours after your expected arrival time. But all these years later, I can afford it - not the fancy ‘prestige’ option, but the tiny individual sleeper cabin? A couple of nights in Toronto and Vancouver at either end to explore those cities and act as a buffer zone? Totally do-able.
Given the state of the world right now, neither Japan or Australia feel entirely feasible right now - I was never going to be willing to fly via Dubai, it was always going to be via Singapore, nonetheless - the logistics are just beyond me right now. But Canada. I could do Canada. And I’ve wanted to do that specific train journey for a very long time. I’d half planned to get my other bathroom re-done, but the thought of taking that money and turning it into a new bathroom suite when there’s so many places I’ve never been and things I’ve never done, just feels so pointless. I want to knock a destination off my life-list.
So Canadians - or just folks who’ve spent time in Canada - what’s your advice? What am I missing/not taking into consideration? Which direction do I go: East to West (with a detour to Vancouver island) or West to East (with a detour to Montreal?) What time of year? (I was thinking Autumn colour but I’m persuadable. However, I remember Chicago in February, and my friend C’s other bridesmaid flew in to meet us from Manitoba, and nothing she said made me want to do Winnipeg in winter…Would Spring be a better choice?) Should I stop off along the way? If so, where? Have I, in fact, lost my damn mind?
The Four Emperors (Book Series)
Apr. 20th, 2026 10:58 amThe individual novels are: "Palatine" (Nero dies mid book already, because the rise and fall providing the red thread of the novel isn't his but of one of the two Praetorian Prefects, Nymphidius Sabinus, who is instrumental in Nero's downfall but then gets ideas before the agreed upon successor, Galba, even has arrived in Rome), "Galba's Men" (Galba finally shows up in Rome; it doesn't end well for him), "Otoh's Regret" (Otho finds out what being Emperor really means) and "Vitellius' Feast" (Vitellius manages to make Nero look good postumously). And while the Emperors on question do get narrative space - I think Otho gets the most, because he's already an important character in "Galba's Men" - , none of them is ever the main character - their rise and fall just provides the outward plot, while what the novels are really about is how this effects our main cast who occupies all variations between "just tries to survive this insanity"' and "is very ambitious themselves" , with "can't stand seeing things done incompetently" and "actually starts to believe it's important who is Emperor'" are featuring as motivations.
This bunch of main characters we follow through all the novels are: Epaphroditos (Nero's wily private secretary, freedman, started out as a boy slave in the Julian-Claudian household in the reign of Tiberius), Philo (Epaphroditos' assistant - "the private secretary's secretary" - , very competent and sweet natured, too sweet natured, in fact, for his own good), Artemina ("Mina", quick-tempered, starting out as a towel holder for Nero's Empress but determined to do very much more), Sporus (eunuch, Nero's favourite), Lysander (announcer) and Felix (head of slave placements and overseers), Teretia (daughter of Philo's landlady, in love with ihm) . There are others, female and male alike, who don't make it through all four novels or are introduced not in the first one but later, like Caenis, a freedwoman of the Imperial Household (and thus everyone's old acquaintance) showing up in "Otho's Regret" with very much an agenda of her own (and I have to say this is my favourite fictional depiction of Caenis yet, including Lindsay Davis' novel about her, which alas I felt was a bit of a let down mid novel onwards), or the moody teenager who is the younger son of Caenis' lover, one Domitian. (
There is a lot of black humour in these books, and yet - or perhaps even because of that - the actual tragedies hit very hard. (I was reminded of the tv adaption of I, Claudius in this regard.) And for 99% of the characters three dimensional characterisations. (Including the Emperors. The only one who is just 100% awful is Vitellius.) The narrative premise that the palace staff is the one who actually keeps the Empire going irrespective of who happens to be Emperor also reminds me of British tv, though in this case Yes, Minister, but of course there is no slavery in 20th century Britain. And since most of the main cast are either former slaves or currently slaves, I was curious ahead of reading the books of how the author would treat the subject. For starters: not via the Spartacus approach (i.e. focusing on slaves fighting for their freedom). None of the characters think slavery per se is wrong; the freedmen (and -women) have slaves themselves. (This is historically accurate but quite often doesn't make it into fictional depictions.) There is also, early on, a lot of emotional identification with their masters' causes. At the same time, the narrative, I think, succeeds in making it clear that being a slave, even if your owner is the "considerate" type actually bothering to use your name instead of "boy" or "girl" , is to be in constant non stop danger of life and limb, simply because there is no legal protection whatsoever, and even if your current owner doesn't see themselves as entitled to have sex with you or beat you, the next one might, and/or any misfortune they suffer could lead to your own (painful) death. For all the banter and black humor, this undercurrent is there.
(I also thought the relationships between classes and free/unfree worked for me. For example, ( Epaphroditos and Nero. )
Nitpicks: the first two novels feature one of my pet peeves, to wit, characters using the expression "okay", even in initialized form (i.e. "ok"). I'm not a linguistic purist when it comes to historical novels, but that's one of the exceptions. So I was really glad novels 3 and 4 no longer had this.
Trigger warnings: did I mention the main characters are either former or present slaves in a society where the idea of consent for anyone not a freeborn Roman man is non existent? I will say that explicit scenes in the sense that we get detailed descriptions are rare, not because they don't happen but because the author usually works via implication and/or showing the aftermath.
State of the history: While Suetonius and Tacitus are clearly the main sources here, I would say the novels take the current state of historical research into account. I.e. Nero may be loathed by the Senate and increasingly by the higher ranking military, but he's wildly popular with the masses (and not responsible for the Great Fire of Rome), Domitian does not spend his spare time as a moody teen killing flies to signal the future. The big twist of Otho's life - ( which is spoilery ) is build up to through two novels. I wll say that in addition to the above mentioned "OK" in the first two novels, I am thrown by some of the very Anglophone shortening of names (hence Mina, or Alex for Alexander), but the slave names themselves, where invented, strike me as plausible (mostly Greek, which is what the Romans liked to do), and the various celebrations of Roman festivals, not just the well known ones like the Saturnalia, to mark the year are a good way to get some exposition about Roman every day life across. Notably NOT catering for what's popular is the fact that is no gladiator among either the main or the supporting cast. I found that ever so refreshing.
In conclusion: an enjoyable series of novels set during a truly outrageously bizarre year of Roman history.
The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Sunday, April 19
Apr. 19th, 2026 11:00 pmHe and Buffy smooch.
DAWN VOICEOVER: Riley, my sister's boyfriend, is *so* into her. They're always kissing ... and groping. I bet they have sex!
~~S5E2: "Real Me"~~
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[Drabbles & Short Fiction]

- Remedies (Buffy/Spike, T) by Norse_Shadows
- Dance 'Til You Drop (Buffy, Spike, T) by Random_Gay_Writer
- CERN Experiment 4: (Giles, Harry Potter xover, T) by danu40k
- That kind of Love (Buffy/Spike, T) by RayxNx94

- Remedies (Buffy/Spike, PG) by CrypticMystic
[Chaptered Fiction]

- A good Christmas, Chapter 3 (Faith & Kendra, Faith & Cordelia, T) by RotBlau
- Put Me Down, Chapter 51 (Faith/Buffy, E) by Inspectorrr
- so inclined to lose my mind, Chapter 2 (Spike/Buffy, T) by selkiemaidenfae
- The Doppelgänger in Chainmail, Chapter 4 (Buffy/Giles, Buffy/Uther, E, Merlin xover) by KatyAmberAuthor
- And no net ensnares me, Chapter 9 (Buffy/Spike, M) by Mellisbee
- A Stake In The Family, Chapter 18 (Buffy/Spike, M) by voidslayerworks98
- I’m A Slayer (And That’s Okay!), Chapter 13 (OCs, T) by
- The Red Slayer:, Chapter 133 (Various ships, E) by VladimirHarkonnen (TheLightdancer)

- Unicorns, Rainbows, Sunshine, and All That Rubbish, Chapter 2 (Buffy/Spike, R) by Soulburnt
- Just Two Lost Souls, Chapter 12 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Holly
- And no net ensnares me, Chapter 10 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Sirabella
- Wrong, Chapter 5 (Buffy/Spike, R) by Kazfox
- Queens of the Castle, Chapter 1 (Buffy/Spike, R) by ClowniestLivEver
- I'll Return to You In Time, Chapter 10 (Buffy/Spike, R) by Penny1880
- He Took Her Hand and He Let Her Go, Chapter 2 (Buffy/Spike, R) by Harmony99

- He Took Her Hand and He Let Her Go, Chapter 2 (Buffy/Spike, R) by Harmony99
- Lost and found, Chapter 14 (Buffy/Spike, R) by JSBirsa
- And no net ensnares me, Chapter 9 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Sirabella
[Images, Audio & Video]

- Artwork: He did that jungle cat crawl just a moment ago (Spuffy, NSFW) by scxrlet64
- Artwork: Day 14 of drawing Kendra everyday until I get tired of it (Kendra, SFW) by aa-arttss
- Artwork: based on ref (SFW) by mohich
- Gifset: BEST OF BTVS: Buffy & Dawn — Season Five (Buffy, Dawn, SFW) by clarkgriffon
- Gifset: bad romance: a toxic ship event, day 10 - messy exes (Giles/Ethan, SFW) by buffycaps
- Artwork: casualties of dating a vampire: he might really mean it when he calls you delicious (Spike/Buffy, some blood) by rabbitmotifs
- Gifset: 2x03 School Hard / 7x17 Lies My Parents Told Me (Spike, Anne Pratt, SFW) by victorfreakenste1n
[Fandom Discussions]

- BTVS season 7 and ST5 have the same problem of introducing a bunch of new younger characters that the main cast by buffythehalfbloodbabysitter
- What was your least favorite thing about the Buffy and Angel romance, be it a scene, episode, storyline etc? Was it a writing or a character issue? answered by ceciliastark
- Thoughts on Rewatching S2E22, “Becoming Part 2” by btvsfemslashenjoyer

- Thoughs on this scene from the Prophecy Girl shooting script? by negratengoelalma
- Was Andrew queer coded or just a nerd? by itsascreambaby96
- Lore that should exist in the Buffyverse but was never established: resurrections by redskinsguy
- Hacker Willow or Witchy Willow? by itsascreambaby96
- Inspired by another post talking about watching Buffy on a CRT, I’m playing the Buffy ps2 game by Enki_shulgi
- Which are your favorite episodes of the first season? by DaveOJ12
Monday Update 4-20-26
Apr. 20th, 2026 12:53 amNature
Fossils
Read "Carcinization"
Birdfeeding
Poem: "Food Is Everything We Are"
Nature
Moment of Silence: Sid Krofft
Today's Adventures
Water
Science
Birdfeeding
Creative Jam
Philosophical Questions: Free Speech
Birdfeeding
Follow Friday 4-17-26: Merlin
Poem: "Walnut Park"
Quantum Physics
Birdfeeding
Community Thursdays
Survival Skills
Art
Climate Change
Birdfeeding
Good News
Poem: "Walnut Park" has 29 comments. Early Humans has 22 comments. Philosophical Questions: Pregnancy has 66 comments. Safety has 77 comments.
The weather has been cooler here. There's a frost warning tonight. Seen at the birdfeeders this week: a mixed flock of sparrows and house finches, a pair of cardinals, a brown-headed cowbird, a male goldfinch, and a fox squirrel. Red-winged blackbirds have been singing overhead. I heard a bluejay screaming but didn't see it. Currently blooming: daffodils, violets, tulips, anemone, Solomon's seal, pansies, violas, sweet alyssum, bleeding heart, chokecherries, alliums, lilies of the valley. Flower buds: peonies. Green fruit: mulberries. I have a bunch more flowers to plant too.
More Prince of Tennis posting
Apr. 20th, 2026 04:09 pmAtobe lightly smacking Hiyoshi on the butt with his racket - wow, I never found them shippy before, but suddenly... Though as a Tezuka/Atobe shipper I am also eating so well. As a fan I feel serviced. Look at their eyes sparkling at each other.
Kaidoh carrying Momo on his back up the mountain is also insanely shippy.
Everything about this mountain training camp is fucking stupid, but I've accepted this Prince of Tennis is about nonsense boys adventures and not about actual tennis, so I'm enjoying it. Shishido and Gakuto squabbling is so entertaining to me. I really enjoyed Inui and Yanagi's data doubles moment. The Shitenhoji dorks have grown on me. Even Sanada is growing on me, which I thought was impossible!
I'm never going to like the Rikkai characters the way Rikkai fans do 😂 but I'm invested in so many characters banding together to turn Kirihara into a functional human being. It's sort of fascinating how completely Rikkai fucked themselves up, now that they're in a context where they're interacting people from outside their toxic mess. Yukimura has to learn how to enjoy things, and Sanada basically hates himself, and Yanagi even feels guilty for what they all did to Kirihara.
It's amazing how after so many episodes of watching the losers camp be forced to climb mountains, get chased by eagles, and sleep rough, switching back to the winners camp seems so decadent and infuriating in comparison! They get catered food and nice baths!!! Atobe brought his own rose petals for a rose bath!!! Maddening!
It is cute watching Eiji and Ohtori be so sad and lost without their doubles partners, though.
Me when Atobe developed X-ray vision: Of course this would happen, I don't know why I expected otherwise.
[Challenge #435: Improper] Original Fiction: 'Emergency'
Apr. 19th, 2026 10:25 pmFandom: Original Fiction
Characters: Original
Word Count: 300
Rating: G
Notes: Crossposted to
Summary: His grip tightened, as his eyes narrowed.
( Emergency )
The Jewish War: First half of Book 6
Apr. 19th, 2026 09:32 pmThis week: The temple is destroyed.
Next week: End of Book 6.
Dept. of Memes
Apr. 19th, 2026 09:25 pmA song that describes how you feel right now
Another tricky one, given that I can never be sure what I feel at any given moment. But I'll give it a try. Here's the song that had me dancing all day, and I think that's as good a way to describe how I have felt most of today.
There are actually two versions of this; one of them being filmed in L.A. (or at least I think that's where it was filmed) and the other one being very Korean. I think I like both of them for different reasons, so here you go.
Magic Monday
Apr. 19th, 2026 10:07 pm
It's midnight and so it's time to launch a new Magic Monday. Ask me anything about occultism, and with certain exceptions noted below, any question received by midnight Monday Eastern time will get an answer. Please note: Any question or comment received after that point will not get an answer, and in fact will not be put through. If you're in a hurry, or suspect you may be the 341,928th person to ask a question, please check out the very rough version 1.3 of The Magic Monday FAQ here. Also: I will not be putting through or answering any more questions about practicing magic around children. I've answered those in simple declarative sentences in the FAQ. If you read the FAQ and don't think your question has been answered, read it again. If that doesn't help, consider remedial reading classes; yes, it really is as simple and straightforward as the FAQ says. And further: I've decided that questions about getting goodies from spirits are also permanently off topic here. The point of occultism is to develop your own capacities, not to try to bully or wheedle other beings into doing things for you. I've discussed this in a post on my blog.
(The quote? I've finished the sequence of my published books; while I decide what I want to do next, I have some memes to share.)
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***This Magic Monday is now closed, and no further comments will be put through. See you next week!***
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Apr. 19th, 2026 08:37 pmTbf, I was able to make myself get some stuff done. Just I did a couple of things I'd been putting off and it was like that took all of my productive energy. I didn't feel depressed or anything either, just distracted for no reason. Idk.
Gonna try to get to bed early, see if I can wake up in enough time to do at least a little. It's kinda funny because early rising has never felt as natural to me but I've noticed that when I do manage an earlier start on the right foot, I tend to get more easily into the groove. Something to do with energy levels at different points, maybe.
Nature
Apr. 19th, 2026 09:57 pm( Read more... )
Starsky and Hutch chat
Apr. 19th, 2026 10:34 pmHad a very good time chatting, and got a little bit of writing done. We stayed chatting til around 6:00.
I went to the bedroom and played solitaire until just before 7:00, then came out and Teamed the FWiB. We talked until 8:30.
I called Middle Brother then. He is fine, nothing new.
I went to the bedroom and called
Then I made dinner and ate, and went back to the bedroom til pet feeding time. And that was the day.
Gratitude List:
1. The FWiB.
2. Catching up on missed sleep.
3. The Starsky and Hutch fandom.
4. Middle Brother doing well.
5. Friends.
6. The Kid.
Ted Lasso Fic: That's Gotta Sting (Burning & Building Bridges #5)
Apr. 19th, 2026 09:35 pmRating: Teen And Up Audiences
Relationships: Roy Kent & Jamie Tartt
Additional Tags: Season/Series 03, Past Jamie Tartt/Ted Lasso, Past Roy Kent/Ted Lasso, Jealousy, Unrequited Crush
Series: Part 5 of Burning and Building Bridges
Summary:
They're in a standoff now. It's clear Roy has no intention of explaining himself, so it's Jamie who finally breaks the silence, almost shouting as he blurts, "You fuckin' asshole! After lecturing me about how I can't sleep with him, you turn around and… and… and what did you do, anyways?"
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Jamie is more observant than people give him credit for.
Read on AO3...
( Or read below the cut... )
Daily Check-In
Apr. 19th, 2026 09:52 pmOpen to: Access List, detailed results viewable to: Access List, participants: 23
How are you doing?
I am OK
13 (56.5%)
I am not OK, but don't need help right now
10 (43.5%)
I could use some help
0 (0.0%)
How many other humans live with you?
I am living single
11 (47.8%)
One other person
9 (39.1%)
More than one other person
3 (13.0%)
Please, talk about how things are going for you in the comments, ask for advice or help if you need it, or just discuss whatever you feel like.
Fossils
Apr. 19th, 2026 07:28 pmA rare fossil reveals that Earth’s earliest sponges were hiding in plain sight—too soft to leave a trace.
A rare fossil discovery is shedding light on the “missing years” of early sponge evolution. Scientists found a 550-million-year-old sponge that likely lacked hard skeletal parts, explaining why earlier fossils are so scarce. This supports the idea that the earliest sponges were soft-bodied and rarely preserved. The finding changes how researchers hunt for the origins of animal life.
Well, that was obvious. Soft organisms typically predate those with rigid parts that preserve better. It's still really cool to find evidence.
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Apr. 19th, 2026 08:12 pmI'm having to play a few games that are new to me. The first one was Little Kitty, Big City, which I started on stream Friday night, and I truly loved it. I'll do at least a few more Friday nights of it, no doubt. (It can apparently be finished in two hours, but I will no doubt take way longer.)
I've also started uploading my past broadcasts to a YouTube account of their own, including some highlights from my test recordings. I might make some other highlight videos too at some point.
Also these past few weekends I've also been trying to record my latest song. I'd gotten some okay recordings, then this afternoon I got one I felt certain I would post right after I finished recording. I got more hesitant after watching through it, but now I've decided to go with it. And hey, a song from from the Hunger Games movies feels appropriate these days:
FIC: If I Had a Choice I Know Where I Would Be (Star Wars, Prequel Trilogy)
Apr. 20th, 2026 09:45 amChapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Padmé Amidala/Obi-Wan Kenobi
Characters: Obi-Wan Kenobi, Padmé Amidala
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fix-It, Padmé Amidala Lives, On the Run, Holding Hands, Confessions, Padmé and Obi-Wan raise Leia
Summary: His hand shifts against hers, his grip still steady and warm and decidedly present, and she knows she should let go, that there's no longer a need for physical contact in order for them to stay close, but.
She doesn't.

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Apr. 19th, 2026 06:04 pm18. How often do you listen to the radio? If you do, what kind of things do you listen to (talk/pop/classical)?
I don't really listen to the radio? But if I do - it's usually music, and a mix. I have an Apple Music account - so I just download music, and its unlimited.
19. In 1934, Shirley Temple starred in her first film. Have you ever seen any of her films?
Yes. In law school during the 1990s, I had a friend who adored Shirley Temple films - so we binge watched a few of them. (I'm not a fan - Temple annoyed me. So, I suffered through them? Also saw a lot of them in the 1970s during the afternoon movie. I've suffered through Shirley Temple, Godzilla, Elvis, Frankie and Annette Beach Party, Sandra Dee, and Kurt Russell films in the 70s. The best were the Kurt Russell films. )
We didn't have cable or streaming back then - so the pickings were kind of slim?
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Started watching From on Prime, although it's an MGM + series. It's rather good. Surprisingly so. I don't find it scary so much as...suspenseful with an air of dread? Also kind of gory, but not overly violent. It's a common enough horror trope - made rather popular in the 1950s and 60s, actually (Twilight Zone and the Outer Limits loved this trope) - in which a group of people find themselves stuck in a town or specific local, there's no way out, and monsters hunt them at night. All they have to depend on is each other - which being human beings whose default is selfish entitled stupid asshole syndrome, isn't necessarily helpful? In these series, it's really the human beings that cause all the problems. Actually that's true in most horror tales. Let's face it - the worst monster is well, us.
The setup is written rather well - or the trap. I enjoyed the first episode, and the tension didn't let up and delivered. It has some nice jump scares. Stars Harold Perrineau of LOST, except with a much bigger role - he's the lead. (Note LOST is part of this particular horror trope - and among the better entries. Where folks are stuck somewhere and keep trying to escape, yet keep finding themselves back there.)
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Online kerfuffles
People will fight about anything online.
I joined a Gluten Free for Beginner's Site on FB, and they keep breaking out into fights on that site.
It's painful.
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Also, there are still, STILL, idiotic judgemental holier than thou kerfuffles over Spike/Buffy and the attempted sexual assault in Seeing Red. That episode happened over 25 years ago? Seriously, people. Get a grip.
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And, sigh, political kerfuffles over literally everything you can think of.
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I've been battling a sinus headache verging on a migraine, with vertigo lurking in the background all day long. It's made me irritable. I blame it on the weather, allergies, and neck issues. It's also made it hard to do any exercises. I just want to sit very still and pray it goes away.
It appears to be dissipating now, along with the storm clouds.
第五年第九十九天
Apr. 20th, 2026 07:55 am水 parts 24-29
温, warm; 港, harbor; 渴, thirsty; 游, to swim; 渺, tiny/vast (...); 湖, lake; 湾, bay; 湿, wet; 滋, to nourish; 源, origin; 溢, to overflow; 溪, creek; 溶, to melt; 溺, to drown; 满, full; 滩, beach; 滚, to roll/to fuck off; 滴, to drip
( pinyin )
https://www.mdbg.net/chinese/dictionary?cdqrad=85
语法
3.22 如果...就~~~ if ... then ~~~
3.23 只有 X 才 Y; X is required to have Y
3.24 一X都(也)没有, not to have even one of something
https://www.digmandarin.com/hsk-3-grammar
词汇
棒, great/stick
保护, to protect; 保证, to guarantee; 环保, environmental protection
抱, to hug; 抱歉, sorry
背, back/to carry on the back; 背包, backpack
北部, north
倍, number of times
( pinyin )
https://mandarinbean.com/new-hsk-4-word-list/
玩玩
Here's a post by sakana17, linked with kind permission, listing some especially well-known chengyu and classical poems, with ample visual illustration in the links. Also, since we had the 淼 character a little while back, have 李淼淼 singing 也值得 and to go along with that, Zhou Shen’s 也很值得.
我很忙还是很闲,自己也不太知道。樱花都散了,现在杜鹃花开着花。大家过得怎么样?
Write Every Day: Day 19
Apr. 19th, 2026 03:04 pmMy check-in: Made a continuous read-through and minor revision of the last four chapters of the longfic. It feels solid. I really, really hope my beta likes it.
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I saw a red-winged blackbird!
Apr. 21st, 2026 09:29 pm( Read more... )
Great Bridgewater Night
Apr. 19th, 2026 09:59 pmSince the day that I had no brain juice, I feel like I've been improving slowly, but from a low bar.
I had to miss a social thing that D's girlfriend organized on Thursday night, and I didn't go to D&D (also at her house) this afternoon because I've had a stabby bad-nystagmus-day headache on and off all afternoon and didn't think anything so visuals-intensive would be good for me. Between this and no lift club yesterday, I've been feeling in need of more socializing. And I feel like I didn't make much of my weekend, last night aside.
Last night was amazing though. After a little bit of annoyance at the insufficiency of the transport information given between the Britain First rally (ugh) that afternoon and preparations for the marathon today, both of which were between my house and the Bridgewater Hall, I determined the train would be best and -- with a little bit of running at the last minute -- it went smoothly. Like I said, it was
angelofthenorth's first visit to the Bridgewater Hall, and I was glad that she liked it as much as I hoped she would -- she already wants to go back in the next few days.
We had surprisingly great seats, considering that when I called up to get tickets and was asked where I want to sit, I said I didn;'t care and I just didn't want to pay a lot. I don't think I'd heard Duke Ellington's Harlem before, but just like all the Duke Ellington I had heard it was a delight -- highlights were watching the conductor Joshua Weilerstein bouncing and flailing around, almost as if he was dancing to the music himself. Miriam exclaimed to me afterwards about the harp matching the double-basses.
The second piece, Nikolai Kapustin's Piano Concerto No. 4 was introduced to us as "wacky jazz but with rock, soul and maybe even funk hiding behind the very bland name. From where we were sitting, I could admire the pano soloist Frank Dupree in his forest-green suit who always had his hans flying around the piano keyboard, but next to his grand piano was a drummer at a trap set who was arguably a second soloist for the piece. It was really extraordinary, a ton of fun. When they finished, the pianist said "Would you like to hear some more?" (much to the surprise of the conductor, M later told me! she did the best audio description) and the well-mannered audience cheered enthusiastically enough that he seemed genuinely surprised in his reply, "Wow!"
For this obviously the orchestra wasn't involved, just him and his drummer pal whose name I didn't catch. The other musicians on stage watched along with the rest of the audience as these two played Kapustin's Concert etude No. 1. It had a drum solo! During which Dupree "snuck" away from his piano to come up behind the drum kit, theatrically grab a couple of drum sticks, and play right along with the drummer in a call-and-response way that deserved the chuckles it got (including what sounded like some use of the music stands etc.), with him getting back to his piano stool and send his fingers flying across the keys.
And then after the interval the main event, Antonín Dvořák's Symphony No. 9 in E minor, ‘From the New World’ which the intro said some of those players might have played 100 times, or 50 times. He described it as helping them pay their mortgages. The audience was asked how many had seen it performed before, how many had listened to it... M was expecting us to be asked how many of us had played it, to which of course I'd have been so excited to raise my hand. I hadn't listened to it in about 20 years, but I knew almost all of the symphony, and when we got to my beloved last movement, I couldn't sit still in my seat. I played bassoon for that in a band that didn't have strings, so I heard familiar parts not just in the bassoon but cello and double bass. Neurons that haven't gotten to light up for 25 years got to glow.
We joined the crowds decanting ourselves into the shiny darkness and on to Oxford Road station, with about ten minutes before our train home. I was still so excited I couldn't sit down while we waited.
So I wish I'd made more of my weekend to fend off burnout and some challenging things ahead of me this week, but last night was better than I had any expectation it would be.
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