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petra: Leia Organa and Han Solo bickering in an icy hallway (Leia & Han - Hoth)
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[Podfic] Too close for comfort (23 words) by Flowerparrish Pods
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars Original Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Chewbacca/Han Solo
Characters: Chewbacca (Star Wars), Han Solo
Additional Tags: Drabble, Knotting, Podfic, Podfic Length: 0-10 Minutes, Audio Format: MP3, Audio Format: Streaming
Series: Part 25 of Bite-Sized Podfics (2025)
Summary:

[Audio Length: 1:05]

Han and Chewie get intimate.

Podfic of Too close for comfort by Petra.

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Thanks, Flowerparrish!
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Our beautiful, goofy, adventuring Saffron cat is gone.

Here she is right after arriving in April of 2013.

Orange tabby cat standing on her hind legs in an armchair, playing with a cat dancer toy

Below the cut are more photos; then there's another cut before I describe her last day. Please feel free to skip that part if you don't feel up to it. She was very much herself and everything went pretty well, but it's still awfully sad.

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Below the cut is a description of her last day. Please skip if you don't feel up to it. There are also a few more photos of her exploring the room the University provided us.

CW for pet illness, death

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impulse purchase

Dec. 30th, 2025 04:31 pm
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The checkout line at this Walmart was going to be very slow: ahead of us were four grown-ish children and their mom, and their cart was packed to overflowing.

“How about you bring the car around for my dad,” I suggested. “You guys wait, and I’ll text when I’m through.” My husband nodded, and the two of them headed out.

Between me and the family with the packed cart was an older couple; behind me was a younger couple. All of us had just a few things—I had a laundry basket, a bathroom scale, and a shower curtain for my dad’s new living situation.

Lining the checkout alley were tempting items to impulse purchase: Goya adobo seasoning, both con and sin pimienta, Goya canned beans, Jarritos sodas, Sanchis Mira Turrón de Alicante—nougat candy from Alicante, Spain. We who were waiting had a long time to contemplate these items. The couple ahead of me grabbed a shaker of adobo seasoning. The couple behind put a couple of the sodas in their cart. I stared at the nougat candy. Would it be like torrone, the Italian version of nougat candy that my grandmother used to have? That candy came in small boxes with pictures of famous sites in Italy or of women in traditional regional dress.

I added a package of the candy to my cart. The family with the very full cart was through; the older couple ahead of me were putting their items on the conveyor belt.

“Necesitan bolsas?” the cashier asked. No, they didn’t need any bags. The cashier wished them a Feliz Navidad, and it was my turn.

“Hi, how are you, you want the shower curtain and the scale in the laundry basket?” the cashier asked. She wished me happy holidays and switched smoothly back to Spanish for the couple behind me.

Sanchis Mira Turrón de Alicante turned out to have the same flavor but a completely different texture from the Italian torrone my grandmother used to get. The Italian torrone was thickly chewy, a workout for the jaw; the turrón was hard and broke into dangerous sugar splinters. Ah well. Maybe I’ll have better luck with my next impulse purchase.

Gaming Update

Dec. 31st, 2025 09:29 am
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I'm now on day 90 of Blue Prince and have solved quite a lot of puzzles, but I still have more to go, plus all the trophies that require me to get to room 46 in a certain time/under certain conditions (for those following along, I have done the sanctum, opened one door of a certain colour, and begun the blue tents). I am starting to run out of steam though, and I think it's time for a break.

The problem is what to do next! I do want to get back to FFVII, but I also want something new. I tried Alan Wake II, which I picked up as a free game - it's survival horror, set in another of those terrible small US towns, and I am currently stuck on a boss battle in chapter 2 that had an abrupt difficulty spike. My character moves unbelievably slowly and can only take 2 hits, plus I don't have the resources to upgrade my weapons yet, and while I think I can probably get through this eventually without downgrading the difficulty, it feels less like a game puzzle I can't solve yet and more like bad game design, arrgh. I do like Saga (my current character) but it has been a while since I played horror and I have also so far proven myself to be pretty terrible with jump scares. Typing this up has made me think that maybe I just downgrade the difficulty and see if the story still works for me.

I got Ghost of Yōtei for Christmas, and I also got Cyberpunk 2077 back from the person to whom I'd lent it, so those are both alternate possibilities. BUT. I also got another free game this month, and it's Lego Horizon Adventures, so last night after having my face bitten off in the Overlap for about the fortieth time, I switched gears and sent Lego Aloy out into the world, woo hoo. They have definitely detraumatised the storyline (your first mission is to retrieve some of the Nora who've been kidnapped by cultists, who are cruelly transporting them somewhere in cages and refusing to let them have bathroom breaks; everyone is rescued without casualties) and the fixed camera angles are a bit irritating, but we have already successfully hidden in red grass, shot flaming arrows into shrubbery to clear puzzles, and climbed our first Tallneck, woo hoo. And I say "we" because there is a co-op mode and my son, who's watched me battle through bits of Horizon was very excited to join me. He has put his character (who is supposed to be Rost) in the Sun King Avad skin, tho', which is throwing me a bit :D (most of the voice cast are those from the original game).

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Dec. 30th, 2025 04:10 pm
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My daughter bought me a mini trampoline for Christmas, but it didn't arrive until today. We were very excited to get it, but now we're worried that I won't be able to use it because my chosen location, the garage, does not have a very high ceiling and neither does the basement, which could be an alternative location, and I wouldn't be comfortable using it anywhere in the main part of the house because it's too warm. I've had a couple of mini trampolines before that I used in the house so it didn't occur to me that ceiling height might be a problem. My daughter suggested her office because it's not as warm in there as in the rest of the house, but that wouldn't be very convenient because of course she is in there working most of the time. The trampoline is not yet assembled because it needs two people to unfold it but my daughter is busy and my son in law is at the library with the girls. I've done an exercise routine (twice in a row) already today so I'm not in a great hurry to get the trampoline set up apart from the fact that I want to see if it's going to work.

I've already used the small table we set up in the basement a couple of days ago to do some sewing (I repaired a dress of Aria's) but since then it's been taken over by Violet as a staging area for the short animation videos she likes to make on my phone. I should have foreseen that I guess. When I use the table for puzzles I'll be working on a felt puzzle mat so it won't really be a problem because I won't be leaving the puzzle out all the time, but it's slightly annoying to have to clear off the table before I can use it.

Yuletide: My Gifts!

Dec. 30th, 2025 12:55 pm
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I received two wonderful gifts for Yuletide! Hoping to spend more time reading in the collection over the next few days. :D

reach down and prove something
Pitch, Mike & Ginny, 1406 words, rated G
Post-retirement. Loved the glimpses into Ginny's career, and Mike as a constant presence in her life. So forward-looking and open, what a lovely future! I loved this.

Uno Reverse
Macdonald Hall + I Want to Go Home! (Gordon Korman), Bruno/Boots, Mike/Rudy, 2579 words, rated T
Matchmaking! Pining! Mistaken for a couple! Skating on the Rideau Canal on New Year's Eve! What an absolute delight.

Jeeves & Wooster: Jeeves' Solution

Dec. 30th, 2025 08:46 pm
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Title: Jeeves' Solution
Fandom: Jeeves & Wooster
Rating: G

Nature

Dec. 30th, 2025 02:30 pm
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Scientists stunned by a massive hydrothermal field off Greece

Scientists have uncovered an extensive underwater vent system near Milos, Greece, hidden along active fault lines beneath the seafloor. These geological fractures act as pathways for hot, gas-rich fluids to escape, forming clusters of vents with striking visual diversity. The discovery surprised researchers, who observed boiling fluids and vibrant microbial mats during deep-sea dives. Milos now stands out as one of the Mediterranean’s most important sites for studying Earth’s dynamic interior.


This is fascinating, but it is not surprising. Most seams leak. If you want to find vent systems, identify underwater faultlines and check them for leaks.

Finished Bee Speaker

Dec. 30th, 2025 01:08 pm
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I believe the theme of this book is "the road to hell" with a side order of "best laid plans". To be fair... )

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Check-In Post - Dec 30th 2025

Dec. 30th, 2025 08:16 pm
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Hello to all members, passers-by, curious onlookers, and shy lurkers, and welcome to our regular daily check-in post. Just leave a comment below to let us know how your current projects are progressing, or even if they're not.

Checking in is NOT compulsory, check in as often or as seldom as you want, this community isn't about pressure it's about encouragement, motivation, and support. Crafting is meant to be fun, and what's more fun than sharing achievements and seeing the wonderful things everyone else is creating?

There may also occasionally be questions, but again you don't have to answer them, they're just a way of getting to know each other a bit better.


This Week's Question: What are your crafting goals for 2026?


If anyone has any questions of their own about the community, or suggestions for tags, questions to be asked on the check-in posts, or if anyone is interested in playing check-in host for a week here on the community, which would entail putting up the daily check-in posts and responding to comments, go to the Questions & Suggestions post and leave a comment.

I now declare this Check-In OPEN!



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 Avec un peu (beaucoup, passionnément...) de retard, voici le post que je devais faire pour le 19 décembre.

Comme le titre l'indique, quelles sont vos fics préférées lues cette année, tous fandoms confondus.

Vous pouvez également dire ce qu'il vous a plu dans ces fics, mais c'est optionnel.

Pour ma part, cette année j'ai beaucoup été (et je le suis toujours) dans le fandom Conclave, donc mes fics préférées viennent essentiellement de ce fandom.

Je retiendrai essentiellement :

the love i'm given, de fizzy_smile et ruthvsreality - un slowburn Vincent/Thomas où Thomas découvre les sentiments de Vincent pour lui, mais ne les partage pas... du moins pas encore. Il y a aussi une sorte de suite à cette fic mais du point de vue de Vincent : the love i thought i knew.
Nasoni, de onthearrow - une fic où Vincent et Thomas s'échappent du Vatican, pendant au moins une journée, pour faire découvrir Rome à Vincent, ce qui aboutira aussi à une romance entre eux. Je suis fan de ce genre de fics ! A noter que cette fic a aussi une suite plus smutty.
In Somniis Veritas, de bennyboyTallmadge - une fic où Thomas fait régulièrement le cauchemar que le Pape est assassiné en pleine rue. Persuadé que ce sont des rêves prémonitoires, il tente désespérément d'éviter la catastrophe. Aussi une fic Vincent/Thomas.

J'ai eu plein d'autres fics préférées lues cette année, dans le fandom Conclave ou d'autres, mais ces trois-là se sont démarquées car de véritables coups de coeur que je n'ai eu de cesse de lire et relire encore et encore.

Et vous, quelles ont été vos fics coup de coeur de 2025 ?

Wednesday Reading Meme on Tuesday

Dec. 30th, 2025 03:09 pm
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I’m doing the Reading Meme one day early this week, as tomorrow is the last day of the year and therefore the day for the Year In Review.

What I’ve Just Finished Reading

I am freeeeeeeee of my vow to read Christmas books for Advent, and therefore… accidentally read one more book with Christmas in… Marilyn Kluger’s Country Kitchens Remembered: A Memoir with Favorite Family Recipes, about the farm kitchens she remembers from her childhood during the Depression, not only her own family’s but her grandparents on both sides. Like any good farm kitchen memoir, the book documents the different foods of each season, which means of course a Christmas chapter, but also chapters about the new peas of spring, the corn on the cob fresh cut from the stalk literally minutes before lunch, the frost-nipped persimmons brought in during the Thanksgiving grouse hunt… Good eating and good reading.

But then! Then I truly broke free with Ngaio Marsh’s Spinsters in Jeopardy! Set in summer in the south of France, Inspector Alleyn and his lady wife Troy co-star in a mystery featuring a drug racket run by an erotic murder cult. You know I love a cult! Also featuring their six-year-old son Ricky, a surprisingly well-observed child. A shocking number of writers of adult fiction couldn’t write a convincing kid to save their life.

And I also slipped in my December Unread Bookshelf book by the skin of my teeth: E. Nesbit’s The Phoenix and the Carpet. I got this soon after I read Five Children and It, then it languished for so many years that I forgot why I was putting it off, but as I read it I remembered: I find these children so stressful! They are forever doing things like “setting off firecrackers inside the house,” which is how they set fire to the old nursery carpet which results in the bringing in of the magic carpet.

What I’m Reading Now

I’ve started Rumer Godden’s Thus Far and Now Farther, which so far is what I expected Elizabeth and her German Garden to be: a charming memoir about a woman in an isolated location with her children, her governess, and her vast army of underpriced labor making a charming garden.

What I Plan to Read Next

No plans! Only vibes! Okay, actually I do have plans, but I am contemplating if I ought to jettison them in favor of vibes. Maybe 2026 should be the Year of Vibe Reading? I have been trying to come up with a good New Year's Resolution...

Birdfeeding

Dec. 30th, 2025 01:57 pm
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Today is cloudy and cool.  It spit snow a bit yesterday but didn't amount to anything.

I fed the birds.  There was a mixed flock of sparrows and house finches perched in the forest garden waiting to be fed.  :D

I put out water for the birds.

EDIT 12/30/25 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.

EDIT 12/30/25 -- I did more work around the patio.

EDIT 12/30/25 -- I did more work around the patio.

As it is getting dark, I am done for the night.

SquidgeWorld - Back Up

Dec. 30th, 2025 07:57 pm
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As of right now, 11:53am on Tuesday, December 30th, 2025 SquidgeWorld Archive is back up and running!  If you see any oddities, please don't hesitate to let us know.

For transparency, here's basically what happened:

  • The server had a hard disk corruption that had to be corrected

  • Corrections were made, but there was an internal database that contained further corruption. The internal database was replaced with a backup so that the "redis" server (software that is required for SqWA to run) would come back up as well

  • With all corruption errors addressed, the system processed the data chunks like it normally does when it comes up.


We should be good to go from here on out. This does make a redeployment of SqWA a higher priority.  We're in the beginning stages of this.  More information will come about when we're ready to go.

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Dec. 30th, 2025 02:49 pm
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Streaming some Breath of the Wild! I just got my joycons working with my WiiU emulator so I can use motion controls now; I'm really excited about that.

Monthly culture, September 2025

Oct. 2nd, 2025 07:46 pm
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this blog post was written but apparently never posted, and I am not logging onto my werk laptop just to post it now -- this is a placeholder for end-of-year

04SEP25: Eeb Allay Ooo (???, 20??) -- Netflix
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05SEP25: The Materialists (???, 2025) -- Greenwich Picturehouse
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11SEP25: Maria (???, 20??) -- Netflix
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12SEP25: Patience (???, 20??) -- Wilton's Music Hall
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19SEP25: Spinal Tap 2 (???, 20??) -- Greenwich Picturehouse
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25SEP25: Mindhorn (???, 20??) -- Netflix
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27SEP25: Iphigenia in Tauris (Gluck) -- Blackheath Halls Opera
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Fall 2025 In Fandom

Dec. 30th, 2025 02:14 pm
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It's the spookiest time of the year, and I have a fandom update.

Media Consumed

I Was a Teenage Slasher - Stephen Graham Jones

Funny meta horror about a bullied eighties teenager stuck as the slasher in a horror movie. I read this in less than ideal circumstances, 5-10 pages at a time over three months, and that made the book drag more than I think it deserves. Tolly's narration was really absorbing, and I loved the eventual reveal of the fated dance between slasher and final girl, even if it felt like it took way too long to manifest. I'm curious to read more of this author, once I have more reading time in my schedule.

Saw, Saw II

Most of the franchise was free on Tubi in September, and I got through the first two before they left the platform. These are really fun, twisty mysteries with complex characters and satisfying amounts of gruesome gore. I didn't expect the escape room logic puzzle elements, and those were easily the best part of the movies. I'll keep an eye out for the rest on streaming.

Him

This got absolutely trashed in reviews and I don't really understand it. It was a stylish, sexy, creepy dive into the trauma football inflicts on the body and the lengths people will go to achieve sports excellence. The ending goes a bit off the rails, but I enjoyed the performances and visuals and had a good time.

Frankenstein (2025)

I was lucky enough to see this in theaters Halloween weekend, and it was gorgeous and powerful on the big screen, but I haven't rewatched it on Netflix since. I think this movie has amazing performances and design, and it's very good at conveying its thesis, but that thesis is pretty simplistic: humans are the real monsters, and monsters are innocent (which differs pretty strongly from the original novel). If you like grotesquely beautiful Del Torro movies with tragic fuckable monsters and the alienated women who love them, you'll enjoy this one. I think I liked Eggers' Nosferatu better, the themes and subtext left more for me to chew on.

Fics Posted/Gifts Received

The only exchange I did was Trick or Treat, where I wrote and received two fics each.

My gifts, both for An American Werewolf in London:

Hungry Like The... by Missy - David Kessler/Alex Price. Alex wakes up beside a living, breathing David. They talk about the future, and Alex feels the drumbeat hunger of the wolf in her veins.

fate up against your will by hearthouses - Jack Goodman/David Kessler. David and Jack both make it off the moors.

My works, one pinch hit and one treat:

reach out and touch faith - The Locked Tomb Series, Gideon Nav/Harrowhark Nonagesimus. The corpse of Gideon Nav wanders the Mithraeum and yearns.

Mama's Boy - Scream, Billy Loomis/Stu Macher. It's a normal night for Stu Macher, watching Psycho and talking about murder and wanting to fuck his best friend.

In Progress/Upcoming

I'm neck deep in Stranger Things right now, and will probably write some fic or post some thoughts soon. I also had a fun doing an all horror Trick or Treat and thought it might be fun to do the same thing for Candy Hearts.

Anime Wrapup Autumn 2025

Dec. 30th, 2025 11:29 am
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Scarlet El Vandimion
Scarlet El Vandimion
May I Ask For One Final Thing?

Here are the final episode counts of the shows I watched this season. (Previously: Anime Tracker Autumn 2025)

All the Shows, Below This Cut )

Poem: "The Last Command"

Dec. 30th, 2025 01:19 pm
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This poem was written outside the regular prompt calls. It fills "The Last Command" square in my 1-1-24 card for the Public Domain Bingo fest. It has been sponsored by a pool with [personal profile] fuzzyred. This is the third poem in the series Crystal Wood; it follows "Trees of Glass" and "Ghost Forests."

Warning: This poem is dark science fiction along the lines of ecological horror.

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Grandparents

Dec. 30th, 2025 01:23 pm
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1. Hello, Carolyn: My stepdaughter won’t allow me to see her children, 6 and 8. I bent over backward for 11 years trying to be supportive and generous to her and then her children, but she acts entitled and ungrateful. Last summer I blew it and told her off. That was the end of my loving relationship with her and the grandkids I adore.

I know it is largely my fault for not speaking up sooner on how I would like to be treated. My husband, a dear, won’t get involved in trying to repair the relationship. Of course, I have apologized to his daughter for being so harsh. Please help.

— Anonymous


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2. DEAR ABBY: My son died of cancer at 33. It was heartbreaking. My daughter-in-law, "Belinda," had grown distant before his death, and although they had a son through artificial insemination, I have almost never seen him. I helped with the weeding in my son's yard, but any time I came, Belinda always had the baby at the park or someplace else.

Now that my son is gone, she won't answer any phone calls or texts. We do have some contact with her family. They have asked her why she won't contact us, and she has no explanation. My theory is that Belinda was uncomfortable sharing our son, and it has transferred to the grandchildren. I say "grandchildren" because she used his sperm to have another child. We found out by accident that a baby girl was born. We were never notified. While I doubt this plays a big part in this, Belinda is bipolar.

As it stands, I no longer make an effort to have a relationship with my grandchildren. They are so young, and I anticipate difficulty in pursuing grandparents' rights because of their ages and their mother's attitude toward us. This is painful, as they are the only part of my son that remains. I feel helpless and have pretty much blocked out the fact that I have grandchildren. Do you have any advice? -- BLOCKED IN OHIO


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3. Dear Annie: My daughter, 31, left home at 19 to attend university. Within weeks, she began dating a boy she'd met through the school's Facebook group. Coming from our cultural background, we weren't comfortable with relationships outside marriage, but after two years, she moved in with him, mostly on her terms. They lived together for six years, bought a house, got a dog, eventually married and, two and a half years later, had my precious granddaughter.

My daughter has always dominated her marriage. Everything has to be on her terms. She's intelligent, determined and successful, but also bossy, pushy and demanding. Outwardly she can be sweet, but behind closed doors she often belittled her husband, and his laid-back nature just let her have her way.

About a year and a half ago, while I was babysitting, my daughter suddenly announced she no longer loved her husband and wanted to separate. I was shocked, but she bulldozed through the conversation and didn't let me say a word. Deep down, I was sure another man was involved. Within six months, the house was sold, assets divided and custody arranged, with little thought to the impact on their young daughter. My daughter was also left with the dog, which my son-in-law wanted no part of anymore.

It's been nearly a year since the split. My daughter appears to have a new partner, though she won't confirm it, only dropping hints to "familiarize" us with this new relationship, while her not-yet-ex-husband has turned to online dating. My granddaughter now splits time between them.

At her father's house, she still sees her other grandparents weekly. But with us, my daughter controls every visit and barely lets us into her life. We went from caring for our granddaughter regularly to limited contact with her and only when my daughter is present. She uses her daughter as leverage, essentially saying to us, "Accept my choices or lose contact."

Being around her feels like walking on eggshells. If I disagree, I'm met with silence, manipulation or explosive behavior. I cry every night, heartbroken over what feels like losing a limb. I feel for my son-in-law, who I believe was wronged, and I ache for my granddaughter, torn between two homes and two very different upbringings. Most of all, I am at a loss for how to move forward.

Deep down, my instincts tell me this new relationship won't last, but I don't know how to stand by my values and still hold on to my only grandchild. How can I stay in her life without surrendering completely to my daughter's demands? -- Heartbroken Grandmother


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4. Dear Prudence,

“Sean” is my son’s former stepson. He married Sean’s mom when Sean was 6, and the same year my granddaughter was born. They got divorced when Sean was 12. Sean is 15 now. My husband and I have bent over backwards trying to stay in touch with Sean after the divorce. We called, texted, and sent gifts. We live out of state, so seeing both our grandchildren is hard.

Sean rarely responds to any calls, and his mother will not even tell us if he likes the gifts we send him, let alone make him say thank you. My son just shrugs and says that is the nature of divorce, and we are setting ourselves up for failure.

This breaks our hearts because we did our best to embrace Sean as our grandchild. He is still in our will with our other grandchildren. My husband thinks that we should stop trying so hard and step back. Sean is old enough to be able to decide if he wants a relationship with us or not. It isn’t like his mom monitors his phone, and Sean is always “busy” when we visit. He thinks we need to rewrite our will and take Sean out. I understand going through another divorce is hard, but Sean has even cut off his cousins, and those boys were as thick as thieves. What should we do? Wait? Push? Stepback? The divorce was mutual, as far as we know.

—Sean Doesn’t Say


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5. Dear Care and Feeding,

I gave birth to a baby girl a few weeks ago, and my mom has been coming to help for a full day once a week. She’s wonderful with my newborn: She changes diapers like a pro, she is great at getting her to stop crying, and she is respectful of rules that were different from when she had her kids (like the fact that babies are supposed to sleep on their backs, without blankets and stuffed animals in the crib). It’s a dream grandparent setup, really! Except for one thing. My problem is what she brings with her every time she comes over.

Every time Grandma arrives, she’s toting a box of stuff from my childhood. When we first got home from the hospital, she brought toys from when I was a toddler. Last week, it was art from the 4th grade. This week, it was photo albums from when I was a baby, and a bunch of my baby blankets. When I suggested gently that the albums of baby photos would be better off remaining at her house, she said she’d think about it.

Well, an hour later, she said, “I thought about it, and I worry that if I don’t bring them here to you, you’ll never see them again.” Which to me sounded like a threat! But the next thing she said was, “You look so tired, go take a nap,” as she removed my screaming daughter from my arms. So it’s not like I was in a position to argue.

My mother is in good health and lives alone in the four-bedroom house she raised my brother and me in. We live in a very small home with comically limited closet space (thanks, housing crisis). I can’t keep up with all the stuff she brings over. But I very much want to stay on as good of terms as humanly possible with her. So what do I do?

—Boxed In


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Dec. 30th, 2025 01:37 pm
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23. When was the last time you felt lucky? When my real estate agent told me he could arrange someone to clear out the house and do a thorough cleaning after I'd moved out.

24. When did you first realize that life is short? Many times over the last couple of years.
25. What is the most insensitive thing a person can do? Being insensitive can vary depending on the people involved and the situation, so it's pretty much impossible to say that one particular piece of insensitivity is the most insensitive possible.

26. What can someone do to grab your attention? Bump into me.

27. What do you usually think about on your drive home from work? I don't have a job to drive to or from. I don't remember what I used to think about when I did.

28. What’s one downside of the modern day world? The fact that someone like Trump was able to get himself elected as the president of the US.

29. What simple fact do you wish more people understood? Words have consequences.

30. If you could do it all over again, would you change anything? There are things I wish had happened differently, but who's to say that my changing anything would have led to better outcomes?

current slow reading

Dec. 30th, 2025 10:30 am
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1. In fairness to Professor Mallory, The Origins of the Irish (2013) seems well written, well researched, and well considered. I'm at 19% in epub (notes and other back matter begin at 76%), and though I don't love his handling of Niall as a hypothetical line in the sand for when people in Ireland are "Irish," he carries it through sensibly. Perhaps the IE/PIE project (2025) was merely the wrong shape and scope at the time he tackled it. He was emeritus already by 2013, and Irish has the cadences of prose built up partly from lecture material. If we may turn an archaeologist's lens briefly upon the archaeologist, simple logistics suggest that he wouldn't have had the same chances to workshop the IE/PIE material in updated form before writing up.

That said, I've zero plans to try reading In Search of the Irish Dreamtime (2016), the monograph published between them, which Mallory intended as part two to Irish. One reasonable-sounding book is plenty as rehabilitation.

2. Because the Taproot Video collective will sunset as of 31 Mar 2026, I've acquired a copy of Annie MacHale's Three-Color Pickup For Inkle Weavers (selfpub, 2021). I understand just enough to follow along, though not to implement. MacHale's explanations are straightforward, and she includes clear illustrations of the effects she describes, with examples of variations.

(Taproot's website doesn't admit to its imminent shutdown, which seems irresponsible. They've sent an email to their past customers.)

Books read in December

Dec. 30th, 2025 11:10 am
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We’re not—quite—to the end of December, but I think I can probably concede that I’m not going to finish another book by the end of the day tomorrow.

I did read a whopping nine books this month, which is so many more than usual for me!

I’ll have another post looking back at the whole year in terms of reading, but I’m fairly happy with how I finished it out.

My last “stretch goal” for reading this year was to finish the Tor Nightfire horror ebooks that I got in a humble bundle. I did not quite hit that goal, but I have started reading the final one, so I feel like I get partial credit, haha.

This month I read:

The Spite House by Johnny Compton
4.5/5
Horror (subgenres: paranormal, haunting, gothic) - ebook novel

Eric and his daughters, Dess and Stacy, are on the run. After an inexplicable event chased them away from their life in Maryland, they’re heading to Eric’s family home in Odessa, TX, with at best vague plans for some sort of security this may offer them. Eric has been forced to take under-the-table jobs to support them on their way. Then he finds a job listing that sounds too good to be true: an eccentric woman asking someone to spend time living in a particular “spite house,” and record their experience, searching for evidence of the paranormal. The payment is beyond generous if they complete their time, regardless of any paranormal findings, in addition to providing the room and board for the time spent in the house itself. This truly does seem extremely perfect for the situation they’re in, and when he is offered the job, he accepts. It does not take long for strange things to start happening within the spite house. The house itself has more history than they’re aware of, and some of it could be far more dangerous than strange noises and unexplained cold spots.


My thoughts, only vague spoilers:
I really enjoyed this book! As usual, that means that I struggle to find what to say about it, ha.

A spite house is a fantastic setting. (A spite house is, as it says on the tin, a structure that’s built primarily out of spite, intended to annoy neighbors or landowners or someone else more than it is intended to be a functional home. Often these structures end up being extremely impractical in terms of construction.) In the case of the one in the story, it was built on top of a hill to loom over the other buildings on the property. The building is extremely, bizarrely long and narrow, and one of the upstairs floors has a strange long hallway added as an addition that skirts the exterior wall. The architecture of the space definitely adds to the weirdness and creepiness of the setting even before the supernatural elements come in. (Though I did have to keep revising my mental image, because my brain kept trying to make it “look” more “normal” in my head, haha.)

I enjoyed how everyone was an unreliable narrator in this. Eric and Dess have something very specific that they’re trying to hide. Eunice, the woman who owns the house, is deliberately concealing information from Eric, wanting to make sure that he remains willing to stay in the house. Eunice’s employees are often torn between loyalty to her, and the desire to protect the family, particularly the children, which mostly leads to them only offering partial truths.

I mostly enjoyed the different points of view that the story alternated between, but it felt maybe a little excessive. It was nice to get the different perspectives and piece together the whole story of the spite house’s past and present based on what the different characters know about it, as well as seeing what they share versus what they conceal. However, I think it might have worked a little better with slightly fewer perspectives, because some of them were similar enough to each other that they felt a little redundant or didn’t add anything unique to the mix, and I would rather have stuck with one of the primary characters.

There’s a strong theme of cycles of abuse/tragedy/hatred/revenge/spite… As well as how to break those cycles, and whether or not they can be, and to what lengths you may have to go to do so. I also like the elements of privilege and marginalization… Eric, Dess, and Stacy are Black. Eunice is white, and while she prides herself on being extremely progressive (and in some ways she is), she is also very willing to take advantage of Eric and his daughters, while justifying it to herself repeatedly. She never wants bad things to happen to them, but she is willing to use them even if that means those bad things will happen. (To be fair, she was willing to take advantage of the white couple she’d previously hired, too. But she is always willing to leverage her social and financial power, while spinning it to herself as doing favors, and writing a bigger check to smooth over any ills.)

I hope that Alex picks this one to read together at some point, because I’d like to reread it. I’ve also added another book by this author to my wishlist.



Dead Silence by S.A. Barnes
4/5
Sci-fi/Horror (subgenres: psychological, haunting) (background m/f) - ebook novel - read with Alex

Claire and her temporary crew are on their final mission to the outer reaches of occupied space, replacing parts of the communication net before the task is automated. There should be nothing else out there, yet they intercept a distress call. Investigating it leads them to a ghost ship, the remains of the first and only attempt at a luxury cruise in space. The Aurora vanished twenty years before, taking its hundreds of celebrity passengers and entire crew with it.
The ghost ship represents the chance to solve an enduring mystery, and maybe more importantly, the opportunity for salvage. If they can stake their claim, prove they're the ones who found it, this could be the financial chance for all of them to do whatever they want with their futures. As they investigate the ship, it becomes clear that this wasn't some mechanical or systems failure. Everywhere are signs of violence and paranoia; murders and suicides seemed to claim almost all the lives on board.
Months later, Claire is in an institution, medicated and monitored by the corporation that employed her. They want to know what happened aboard the Aurora. She can't remember her escape, or what happened to some of her crew. Her employer thinks she killed them. She's sure that there was something terrible aboard the ghost ship, and that whatever it was, it's still dangerous.


My thoughts, minor spoilers
I gave this one a 4.5 the first time I read it, but on a reread a tiny bit of the shine had worn off, and it was more of a regular 4. Which is still quite good, and I did really enjoy it, even on the second read through.

I’d still say that Alien is the clearest comp title, though with paranormal happenings rather than extraterrestrial. I’ll also still say that this is much more of a horror story in a sci-fi setting, rather than it being a sci-fi story with horror elements. I enjoy that, and I still enjoy that at least some of the paranormal stuff is paranormal, rather than all getting some tech explanation.

I still love the setting of the long-abandoned cruise ship in space, I love it being the site of unexplained, horrible violence and death, and the characters having to put together what happened via a sort of found-footage examination, while also realizing that they might be experiencing the same phenomenon, whatever it may be.

The things that I didn’t care for as much the first time did bother me just as much or more the second time. I do feel like, for a story set a century+ in the future, too much of the culture felt too current. It feels anachronistic, though I don’t know that the word technically applies to something set in the future. Sometimes it felt fine - I don’t mind that some of the prominent guests on the cruise ship were reality show starlets, because that feels like the sort of archetype that we could very well still have in the future. Other times it felt jarring - one of the jerks on the crew wearing crude novelty t-shirts that I’m pretty sure I’ve actually seen at a Spencers Gifts. Idioms and curses and things also felt a little too current-modern, in a way that feels unlikely for a century in the future. (Though to be fair, I’d rather that than attempts to create ridiculous-sounding new slang, which is so often super silly. I still think it would have been better to just phrase things in more neutral ways, so it didn’t feel like a future-anachronism.)

The other thing that fell flatter for me this time (though I didn’t love it the first time) was the romance between Claire and Kane. It just felt… meh, to me. It’s very much a B-plot, and doesn’t wildly detract from the rest of the story or anything. I just didn’t feel the chemistry from them for the majority of the book, and it felt forced. I’m glad enough for them to get together at the end, and wasn’t rooting against them or anything, but they were just sort of boring.

I am always a fan of the real villain being capitalism.



Queen Demon by Martha Wells
Book two of The Rising World
5/5
Fantasy - physical novel - read with Taylor

Kai and Zeide; along with Zeide’s rescued wife, Tahren; Tahren’s brother, Dahin; and their younger charges Sanja and Tenes; return to the Rising World. The conspiracy against them, to destabilize the coalition and raise one of the Prince-Heirs to the position of emperor, has been revealed. Kai is perfectly happy to leave everything to the political powers to sort out, now that the conspirators have been unmasked. Unfortunately, before he’s able to fully retreat home, Dahin requests his help. Dahin thinks that he might have discovered the location of the Heirarch’s Well, the massive reservoir of power that they used in their conquest of the world. When an archeological expedition to the same area finds evidence that there was a Hierarch there far more recently than should be possible, the theory becomes something far too dangerous to ignore.
In the past, Kai continues to travel with Bashasa, the Prince-Heir who has become the leader of an alliance against the Hierarchs’ conquest. Despite his desire to simply act as Bashasa’s bodyguard, Kai keeps being given more and more responsibility within the alliance, including creating a tentative agreement with a group of dust witches and taking charge of them to fight in a major battle against the Hierarchs… and potentially the other demons that they’ve enslaved.


My thoughts, only vague spoilers:
I just read this one, but was already excited to reread it! And yet again, I struggle to say enough about it.

I enjoyed the worldbuilding, and how complex the whole world feels. (It is sometimes a lot to keep track of, but in a way that very much works for me; it all feels very well-considered and consistent, so that complexity feels genuine rather than convoluted, in my opinion.)

The interplay between the characters is constantly excellent. Getting an interaction between Kai and Bashat was as fraught and slightly tragic as I’d hoped. Every scene between Kai and Bashasa in the past breaks my heart, even as I adore them and it makes me laugh each time Bashasa gets cockblocked. I said it last time, but I also appreciated that in the present there is a brief period where the whole character group gets a chance to just rest for a while. It’s not long, and it doesn’t kill the plot momentum, but it was nice to see the characters together and not in active crisis. It makes me believe and care about their “found family” dynamic, and understand what it is the characters themselves want out of their “normal lives.”
As a sidenote: this is “found family” in the way that I find truly enjoyable; it does not map onto a nuclear family (minus, I guess, that Ziede and Tahren are married, and that Tahren and Dahin are siblings), but they do all feel like family to each other. I typically do not like what I see get described as “found family,” where you have a “dad” character and a “mom” character and the rest are their “kids”, because that gives me the ick. There are kids that are being cared for as part of the group, but all the relationships are layered and complex where the trope often feels very shallow.

I appreciate and enjoy the alternating between chapters set in the present and the chapters set in the past. The two timelines do parallel each other really well, with similar or contrasting events and themes, but it never feels forced or repetitive. In some ways it’s also very funny to switch back and forth, because in the present day Kai is thought of as this near-mythical war hero, the unstoppable general of Bashasa’s rebellion… and in the past you can see how unfamiliar that role is and how reluctant (and at times slightly resentful) he is to take it on.

The end of this book is not a true cliffhanger, but it was still gut-wrenching, and I really need a third book.



A Conjuring of Light by V.E. Schwab
Book three of the Shades of Magic trilogy
4.5/5
Fantasy (background m/f and m/m) - physical novel

When Holland, White London’s Antari, was cast into the dead world of Black London, it was meant to be the final moments of his life. Against all expectations, he survived, accepting the lingering spirit of Black London’s king, a piece of conscious magic, into himself. Returning to White London, the Black London king, Osaron, helps to reawaken White London’s long-dormant magic… but Osaron wants more. Holland offers Osaron access to Kell as a potential new host, and by extension, Kell’s home of Red London, a world much richer in magic.
Despite being denied a willing host, Osaron spreads his influence over Red London. He does not simply want to be a king; he wants to be a god. Exerting his will over the population, many give in to his influence, while most who resist are immediately killed, burned up by Osaron’s power. Only a few have the strength to fight off his hold, and they won’t be spared once Osaron takes control of the world.
The three Antari—Kell, Lila, and Holland—embark on a dangerous quest to find a piece of forbidden magic that they hope will allow them to fight Osaron. They know that if Osaron succeeds in becoming god of this new world, his rampant magic will destroy it, the same way it destroyed Black London.


My thoughts, some spoilers:
Back when I first read this book (years ago), I remember it being an easy 5/5, and what I considered the gold standard for a book three of a trilogy. I was a little disappointed that it didn’t hit quite as hard as I remember, but it was still very, very good.

The stakes have definitely returned to feeling real and important, and an escalation from the already high stakes of book one. (Book two falls very flat for me because the stakes are just not there.) The stakes here feel extreme, and they stay that way. It causes tragedy, as so many truly heroic attempts to fight… fail. There is a lot of tragedy in this book, specifically of the “storyline cut short” kind; characters that wind up never getting the closure they deserved.

I love Holland as a character. He is one who gets a #tragic backstory to sell him as why he is who he is, but it’s one that works for me, and having that context for his character makes me appreciate him. The end for him breaks my heart, but also in a good way.

One kind of small thing that I really appreciate: Lila gets called out for being a fucking hypocrite. One of the things that bothers me most about her as a character is that she is (rightfully!) hurt and enraged that one of the few people she cared for was murdered (by Holland!). However, she has zero problem killing other people, or putting them into situations where they are likely to die, sometimes for fairly petty reasons, or just to make things easier for herself. (She locked some rando up on a ship heading to a prison colony because she wanted to impersonate him to enter a competition!) She (and I felt like sometimes the narrative itself) treat this as her being “strong,” but I found it extremely frustrating, and I like that she gets called out on it. I don’t hate her as a character, but that particular aspect bothered me so much.

I like Alucard and Rhy. Alucard also gets a lot of #tragic past details to explain why he’s in the situation that he is, and it does make me terribly sad for him. At the same time, it honestly bothers me a little bit the lengths that Alucard has to go to in order to prove what happened… Trading for rare and highly-prized magic to prove that he was actually kidnapped and brutalized to force him away from Rhy, as opposed to just carelessly running off and breaking his heart? It was enough that he went through it, but to have to go to extreme lengths to prove his “innocence” felt extremely unfair. (Though I also understand the appeal of having some objective Thing that can prove the truth of an event.)

I do love the climactic final battle.

It is still an excellent book three to a trilogy; there are a lot of little details that were seeded earlier on that now have payoff (Lila’s map to nowhere! The setup for Black London!) It’s a great conclusion to the story.



What Moves the Dead by T. Kingfisher
Book one of Sworn Soldier
5/5
Horror (subgenres: gothic, body horror, possession, mycological) - ebook novella - read with Taylor

Alex Easton, a 'sworn soldier,' hasn't spoken to kan* friends, the Ushers, in years. When Alex receives a letter from Roderick, expressing his fears about his twin sister Madeline's failing health, Alex comes to visit them. The Usher family house is in a terrible state of decay, and so are the twins. As Alex spends more time on the estate, ka sees even more without explanation: strange lights in the tarn by the house, hares that behave and move in bizarre ways, Madeline's odd behavior and speech during bouts of sleepwalking... Alex fears there may be something more at play than any of them understand.

*Alex's native language has many sets of pronouns, including ka/kan, which is a set of pronouns used solely for soldiers, which supersede any gendered pronouns they might have used prior, and which some, like Alex, continue to use.


My thoughts, minor spoilers:
I just read this one a couple months ago, but liked it really well and thought Taylor might, too. (They did!) It was also a quick read for us.

Like I said last time, this is a retelling/reimagining of Poe’s “The Fall of the House of Usher,” creating an explanation for the events of the original story. I think that it worked really well!

I love the setting, and how well it leans on the creepy descriptions and imagery of the house and the surrounding estate. The explanation chosen suits the story very well, I think.

I also mentioned it the first time, but I really like the whole pronoun explanation that Alex gives. It makes sense to explain kan pronouns, and serves as some nice worldbuilding flavor about the fictional history of Alex’s nationality and language… but then also comes back again later in the story when the child-exclusive va/van pronouns get used. It’s very creepy when it does come up, ha.
I really like and admire from a craft perspective when a detail serves an immediate purpose and does groundwork for something in the future.
(It happens again with a minor detail where Alex feeds kan horse an apple, mentioning the orchards ka passed through on the trip to the estate, and later it matters that there are apple orchards nearby. It makes it so the presence of the orchards doesn’t feel like an ass-pull for the resolution, but also never felt heavy-handed about drawing attention to their presence. It’s good writing that I appreciate.)

I do now have a physical copy of this book and the next two, gifted to me for Christmas, and I look forward to reading them, hopefully soon!



Mary by Nat Cassidy
4/5
Horror (subgenres: body horror, cult, serial killer, possession) - ebook novel

About to turn 50, Mary’s quiet, predictable life is suddenly upended. She loses her job, the rent on her apartment is set to drastically increase… and then she hears from her last remaining family member, her estranged, abrasive Aunt Nadine, who suddenly wants Mary to come out to Arizona and help care for her.
She decides she will go to take care of Nadine, and she packs up her “Loved Ones”—collectable china figures that are the closest things to real friends that she has—and heads to Arizona.
Mary is struggling with the onset of menopause, and while she’s assured that everything she’s experiencing is perfectly normal, she’s not certain that’s the case. She finds herself unable to look at other women around her same age, or even her own reflection, hallucinating horrific things when she does. She has frequent dreams about being within the walls of a mansion in the Arizona town she moves to. She starts to see what she comes to believe are the ghosts of murdered women.
Her dreams, the ghosts, and everything else start to seem like they may be tied to a famous serial killer from the town’s past, but the town itself seems to be harboring some dark secret that Mary doesn’t know how to unravel. Perhaps there’s a darkness that Mary herself is harboring, too.


My thoughts, some spoilers and content warnings:
I was genuinely surprised that this was written by a man, haha. It deals really heavily with themes of aging creating invisibility, especially for women, and being dismissed or ignored, particularly by authority figures and those we’re supposed to turn to for help. (The author himself mentions it in his afterword, asking if as a cis dude he ‘should’ have told this story. I fall on the side of ‘yes, because he did it well.’)

A handful of content warnings: There is a lot of body horror in this, and quite a lot of gore. Some of the violence is sexual in nature, but most of that is off-page or only threatened. A couple dogs are killed. There is a ton of misogyny, both external, from individual and societal sources, and internalized, and it is very much an aspect of the horror.

While I am not yet staring down 50, I am sliding toward 40, and I already find quite a bit of those themes of invisibility familiar. I thought that the themes were handled really well, and there were a couple different lines that really stuck out to me:

“Abuse is its own kind of reincarnation, isn’t it? We become the ones who made us.”
“Nothing feels safer than when someone else is the victim; especially when the next victim could always be you.”
“‘Darling. If there’s one thing the world teaches someone like me,’ I tell him, ‘it’s how to hurt myself.’”

(I should get some of the little sticky flags that I can use to highlight lines in physical books; being able to easily highlight lines I like in ebooks is one of the things I’ve found I enjoy as I try to get better at reading them.)

I enjoyed the fairly constant tension within Mary about being A Good Girl (and the fucking Loved Ones… which I assume are basically Precious Moments figures), vs the extremely violent impulses that she’s repressing. I like what the explanation ends up being… and then that it pivots again to something new. (The book does that in a few different ways, where an initial assumption is revealed to actually be a different thing… and then that different thing is also subverted or changed to something else.) I appreciated that those “third” reveals never felt like they were undoing the initial “twist,” just adding something new; I loathe when something has twists piled on that render previous surprises moot.

I always like creepy small-town cults.

The book had one particular maybe-easy-to-miss line that was a really good… idk, subversion of expectation/foreshadowing/wham line. It IS a minor spoiler, though, so… don’t read the next bit if you don’t want it, or think you want to read the book and get to that line blind.

The sections start with quotes: lines from The Awakening by Kate Chopin (which, incidentally, I read in AP classes in high school and barely remember, except that it was the ONLY book that I got especially good scores on my essays about), and lines from a fictional memoir of an FBI officer talking about a case he investigated in this town.
We’re set up to know from the beginning that there was a serial killer who committed his crimes in the town, and it seems obvious that this is what the FBI agent is referring to when talking about his investigation… until he says something about “how the town treated its (previously) most famous monster” in reference to that serial killer, and that was such a good, sudden OH SHIT moment for me when reading. I already expected that something big and terrible was going to happen in this horror novel, obviously, but that hung a blinking neon sign on the fact that the worst was yet to come, and I love that kind of thing. (That type of “oh shit, there is something bad coming” works for me way better than say, the “foreshadowing” in Duma Key, where the narrator kept telling us ahead of time who was going to die.)

I’d definitely read more by this author.



Silver and Lead by Seanan McGuire
Book 19 of October Daye
Urban fantasy (m/f) - physical novel - read with Taylor
3.5/5

Now returned to the real world, after months spent in Titania's false version of faerie, October and her extensive adopted family are getting back to what passes for normal. For October, that includes being eight months pregnant, and her husband not wanting her to do anything that could put her or their unborn child's life at risk. Toby is ready to start climbing the walls, when Arden, the local Queen, comes to her with a request. During Titania's enchantment, a distressing number of magical items were stolen from the palace's treasury, and some of them are now being used to harm some of the kingdom's citizens. Arden needs a hero of the realm to find the culprit and retrieve these objects... and Toby is it. "Hero" doesn't come with maternity leave. Of course, the plot thickens, and it becomes clear that this is a trap that may have been set for Toby, specifically.


My thoughts, mild spoilers:
I gave this a 4/5 the first time I reviewed it, and later revised it to a 3.5/5. I’m honestly still a little torn between the two, having just reread it… I enjoyed the whole book, and it does a lot of fun things. Rereading it with Taylor it went really quickly.

However, there is one bit that felt like Toby was just being oblivious for no reason… I picked up immediately on a character being present, the narrative hangs a giant red flag on the fact that this character (who was supposed to be imprisoned) has escaped and therefore *could* in fact be present… and then she’s surprised when he shows up. Her thinking “I should have expected that!” just makes it more obvious that… yes. Yes, Toby, you should have. You’re supposed to be a detective, you’re supposed to be doing an investigation, what do you MEAN you did not pick up on this guy being there? That bit bothered me enough that it knocked down my rating, because I so deeply hate characters being oblivious for what feels solely like plot contrivance… but I can’t tell if I’m being unfair. (Taylor thought it was equally obvious, to be fair.)

I am glad that Toby got to push back against the ways in which her husband and her family were being overprotective.
I am glad that we’re done with the pregnancy. I hate-hate-hate pregnancy, so while I’m happy for Tybalt and Toby, because they would and do want kids, and Toby likes and wants to be a mother… I really hate pregnancy.
I loved some of the character interactions. The Luidaeg is always my fave. The bits with Marcia (in the main novel and between her and Simon in the novella) were UTTER DELIGHTS to me. For reasons.
Dammit, Janet!



Feeling the Heat: Part Two by Emily Antoinette
M/M/M/F Romance (subgenres: contemporary, omegaverse) - ebook novel
3.5/5

Having been outed as an omega and being fired from her job because of it, Camille blames River for revealing her status. Camille withdraws from both Ambrose and Jackson as well, wanting nothing to do with the pack any longer. Worse, the “alpha rights” movement has made her their poster child, using her as an example of omegas being deceptive in the workplace, and mocking her “old omega” status.
In reality, River had nothing to do with Camille’s status being revealed, and he believes her anger at him is because he bonded to her. Out of guilt, he also withdraws from his pack, going so far as moving out.
When Ambrose and Jackson discover that Camille is being targeted for harassment, they can’t stand the idea of her having to face it alone. They also can’t stand River being gone, particularly when the issues between him and Camille are a misunderstanding… It’s going to be a difficult journey to rebuild trust between them all, but they all believe it could be worth the struggle.


My thoughts, some spoilers:
Unfortunately, this book leaned even harder on the mdom/fsub stuff than the previous book did, and that still icks me out. There’s a lot of “Camille’s omega craving submission” stuff that is just a squick for me, alas. It’s not terrible (STILL LOOKING AT YOU, WINTER’S LIST), and I appreciate how into it all the characters genuinely seem, it’s just so completely not appealing to me. Like… good for her, and good for the dudes, but personally: bleh.

I actually found myself more interested in the not-sex plot threads, haha. Camille’s new job at an omega-run company, Camille’s lawsuit against her previous employer, and her being a victim of stalking by two different alpha’s rights types (deliberate analogues to MRAs.)
I’m a little disappointed that the stalking plot was as incidental as it was… there was some buildup of it at the end of book one, where it’s obvious that an ex-coworker and her brother-in-law are conspiring to do something to her. There are some bits of it that show up throughout the book, with one other random guy following her once, and her *thinking* she sees the ex-coworker and her BIL, but because she brushes it off every time, up until the climax of that subplot, it never really felt like a lot of tension. I know that IS the B-plot, and the A-plot is her relationship with the pack, but I wanted more of a thriller vibe, I guess, haha.

I was frustrated at the end of part one because the stuff between Camille and River hinged on a misunderstanding, and could have been solved with a conversation. This time… we solve it with a conversation, lol. (It’s a bit more than that, but basically, everyone talks their feelings out… a lot.) It’s not bad, but just kind of made the initial misunderstanding feel even sillier, because it was so easily fixed.

Overall, the whole thing is very… healthy. River’s time away from his pack is spent getting therapy. The rest of the time is him talking about how he’s going to therapy and trying to be better. That’s not a bad thing, but after a while it started to feel repetitive. I was also getting really sick of how much groveling he was having to do at the beginning of the book. Eventually he and Camille have a conversation where she says that he gets to apologize once more, and then she’ll apologize, and then they have to move on… which is great, but I JUST SPENT 40% OF THE BOOK WITH HIM GROVELING. Could you have had this conversation a hundred pages ago?

I did genuinely like how every branch of the relationship got to and had to figure out their own relationships individually as well as part of the group. That’s something this author does really well and that I really appreciate. I like Jackson figuring out his feelings for River and Ambrose. I like Camille getting different relationships with each of them. I appreciate that I like every pair within the group, not just the group as a whole. This is by far my preference for poly romance, and I like that this isn’t just focused on Camille, but on the other relationships between the pack members as well.



The Fragile Threads of Power by V.E. Schwab
Book one of Threads of Power, a sequel to the Shades of Magic trilogy
Fantasy (background m/f and m/m/f) - physical novel
4.5/5

THIS SUMMARY CONTAINS SLIGHT SPOILERS FOR THE SHADES OF MAGIC TRILOGY.

Seven years after the battle for Red London against Osaron, the world has mostly returned to normal, though scars remain. Lila has become captain of her own ship, which she sails under the auspices of the crown. Kell travels with her, still unable to use his now-shattered magic without debilitating pain. Rhy has taken his place on the throne, with his lover, Alucard, and his new wife, Nadiya, by his side.
A quiet rebellion has started underground; an organization called The Hand. There is a rumor that magic is disappearing from the world, with fewer children being born with magical gifts. They blame Rhy, the magic-less king, for this, and believe that killing him will restore magic to the world.
When The Hand steals a magical object from the supposedly theft-proof Ferase Stras market, the market proprietor calls in a favor from Lila to find the thief and retrieve the item. Lila needs to succeed, and not only because of the favor she owes; the object could help The Hand in their attempt to assassinate Rhy.
Dragged into this brewing conflict is Tes, a young girl who has set herself up as a tinker, able to repair any broken thing. She has a unique magical gift: the ability not only to see the threads of power that make up all magical things, but the ability to manipulate those threads. Her power is rare… and potentially dangerous.
Meanwhile, a young girl named Kosika has become the new queen of White London, leading its people in a veneration of Holland as a saint, and tithes of blood to sustain their world.


My thoughts, some spoilers:
I am glad that I reread the Shades of Magic trilogy before reading this one, though I think it could stand reasonably well on its own.

I very much liked it!

The awesome things:
I love so many of the new characters. I love Tes. Her ability is so fascinating, and how she uses it is super cool. I really like Nadiya, the new queen, and her interest in magical invention. Kosika is really interesting and I do find her compelling.
Hell yeah, unexpected poly rep? Rhy and Alucard are together, but Rhy had to marry in order to have an heir. I genuinely like Nadiya, who really likes both of them, but seems to be asexual, and just also wanted a child and a chance to focus on her own interests.
There’s some good foreshadowing. I called one of the Hand members’ identities… but I’m kind of pissed about it, and reeeeeally want to see where that’s going.
I’m also fairly certain that I know who Nero is. He’s kind of a minor character, but his identity has been pretty heavily hinted at, while also being pretty subtle. I hope I’m right.
When [REDACTED] shows up!
The different plot threads (ha! like the title!) come together in ways that I found satisfying.
Lots of this feels like it’s building up to more, while also being satisfying in this book, rather than just seeming like groundwork.

The couple things that were less great, but pretty minor:
This started really slow for me. The beginning jumps between a LOT of perspectives as it introduces new characters, and felt a little disjointed. It coalesces better after that first chunk, and I can’t say that any of the perspectives didn’t deserve to be there… it was just a slightly rough start.
I feel like we got one medium-sized worldbuilding retcon. It’s stated now that the ruling family of Arnes is only allowed to have one heir. Not just named heir, but only one child at all, in order to make sure that the ruling family can’t amass too much power over the other families. This means Rhy was it, so his parents *couldn’t* have another heir who would potentially have had magic, and his daughter is the only heir they will have now. But his mother angsted in A Conjuring of Light about not having been willing to have another child; not because it wouldn’t have been allowed, but because she was so petrified of something bad happening to her child, and she couldn’t handle the fear and anxiety again. It would have been an easy out for her had only one heir been allowed, while instead it was something she seemed to feel slightly ashamed of.
There were a few repetitive descriptions. One of them I’m giving a pass to, because I think it turns out that drawing repeated attention to that detail was deliberate foreshadowing/hinting. But there were a couple other bits where the same turn of phrase or description was used multiple times within just a page or two, which I think should have been tweaked. (“[I] have to give him that” and description of something as “like drops of ink” are the two things I’m thinking of.)

Neutral things:
A thing that is a bit both good and bad: characters hating each other. This was a thing in the previous trilogy, where Kell and Alucard fucking hate each other (and still do.) Now there’s also Lila, who super duper hates Nadiya, and Kell who doesn’t like the new priest… At times it’s good, because yeah, different people get along with others differently, and it’s realistic to not have everyone just be all-in and best friends. On the other… sometimes it feels unearned? Like, I get why Tes didn’t like Lila or Nadiya, because she very specifically does not want to be used for her gift, and she knows that’s what they want from her. It sucks to have characters that I like and understand being at odds with each other, but there I understood! Lila hating Nadiya to the point of wanting to kill her… eh. I get Lila being pissed at her, but I would think she could recognize the fact that Nadiya’s driving motivation is very similar to Lila’s - single-minded focus on doing anything and everything to protect a loved one. I just don’t buy that depth of hatred and animosity, even from Lila (who tends to be too black-and-white in her attitude.)

Also mixed good and bad: it’s been a few years, and we still don’t know when book two will come out. The author recently said something to the effect of “are you ready for the next book? I’m not. And you are not ready for the next book.” I’m kind of dreading just… bad things happening to people that I don’t want bad things to happen to, haha. It’s good for the stakes to be real, it’s good that I’ve been made to care… but I have the feeling it’s going to be upsetting.


Currently I am reading two books:
Manhunt by Gretchen Felker-Martin, the final humble bundle horror book, my primary read
The Sun Dog by Stephen King, reading with Alex

Taylor and I will probably start another book the next time we get together.
I also need to pick another side-read ebook. Right now I’m leaning toward Trade Secrets by Beth Ryan, though I don’t know if it falls in the “brain candy” category. It’s just one that I’ve had an ebook of for years and years, and I remember having a couple nice conversations with the author before losing track of her.

I’m eying my TBR with serious trepidation, but I’m hoping next year will be a good one for reading.

December 2025 Books

Dec. 30th, 2025 01:07 pm
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Last Books post of the year. I know there are still a couple days left, but after I finished my most recent book I decided to take a short break and start fresh on January 1st. No unfinished books hanging on from 2025. Also, I stopped because I reached exactly 100 books! Which was a surprise to me. The last time I had 100+ books was in 2017, and that was because a large chunk of them was Doctor Who novels, which are fast reads.

I'm not sure how I got to 100 this year. Maybe because I made it a goal to read more mystery/thriller books this year, and they are generally shorter and faster-paced than my usual science fiction and fantasy? Also I think getting into the habit of reading a little before bed every night instead of playing on my phone (as well as starting to put a dent into the stack of unread books I own) helped that along. I kind of failed at listening to many audiobooks this year compared to last year, so they're a minor contribution to the overall count. And I do count DNFs, which some people will claim is cheating, but who cares? There's no prize for reaching a certain number. I suppose if I was claiming I read 100 books and half or more of them were DNFs, you might have an argument, but I only had eight DNFs total this whole year. I have a personal rule that I need to have read at least 25% of a book before counting it; there are some DNFs I quit only a couple chapters in because I could tell from the beginning it was not for me, and those I don't count. I think there was only one book this year that fell into that category, and it is not included in any of my book posts or the overall count.

I might do awards this year? I know I said that last year and never did, but I can try again.

Previous books posts:
Books 1-9 (January)
Books 10-15 (February)
Books 16-24 (March)
Books 25-33 (April)
Books 34-41 (May)
Books 42-49 (June)
Books 50-58 (July)
Books 59-67 (August)
Books 68-89 (September/October/November)

90. Miranda and Caliban by Jacqueline Carey - 3 stars )

91. H is for Homicide by Sue Grafton - 2 stars )

92. Codex by Lev Grossman - 2.5 stars )

93. This Great Hemisphere by Mateo Askaripour - 3 stars )

94. Brutes by Dizz Tate - 2 stars )

95. Bag of Bones by Stephen King - 2 stars )

96. Home Before Dark by Riley Sager - 3.5 stars )

97. American Sherlock: Murder, Forensics, and the Birth of American CSI by Kate Winkler Dawson - 3 stars )

98. Memphis by Tara M. Stringfellow - 2 stars )

99. The Emperor's Railroad by Guy Haley - 2 stars )

100. The Laramie Project and The Laramie Project: Ten Years Later by The Tectonic Theater Project - 3 stars )

SquidgeWorld Down

Dec. 30th, 2025 05:47 pm
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Currently, SquidgeWorld.org is down due to disk corruption.  We're running some processes to clean up the corruption. Hope to have things up and running within the next couple of hours.

Prompt: #475 - Resolve

Dec. 30th, 2025 12:45 pm
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This week's prompt is resolve.

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Please use the tag "prompt: #475 - resolve" with your response.

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TV Tuesday: Should Auld Acquaintance

Dec. 30th, 2025 11:25 am
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Laptop-TV combo with DVDs on top and smartphone on the desk



Are there shows that you’ve noticed have had a revival on social media or fan spaces in the last few years? Are there any you're glad to see coming back?
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Speaking of Treasure. Treasure debuted in 2020 with Boy, also a good song, with ten. Two members left in 2022. Not all the time, but often the leader has the most ridiculous hair (Check out King Kong - he's the one in the neon green). Bona Bona turned into one of my favorites.

Read more... )

Fannish50 #41: TNX - Move

Dec. 30th, 2025 10:23 am
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TNX debuted in 2022 with six, under P Nation, originally called The New Six. One left in 2024. The song remains sort of connected in my mind with T5's Move - only through the name. I can't remember where we heard this one first.

Medieval 'Cussing' in the Middle East

Dec. 30th, 2025 05:04 pm
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Hello! I’ve got a rather niche one particularly for Arabic speakers/historians - my writing is set in the medieval crusading period, where European/Catholic individuals would often use expressions of annoyance/surprise/exasperation that are largely religious-based, such as ‘oh sweet Christ’, 'dear God', ‘Christ’s bones’, ‘Saint Jude’s eyes’ etc etc. (One can then make as crude as you like while focusing a lot around divine/saintly body parts!).

I also have a few Levantine Arab Christian characters with mixed Arab/European heritage and I'm wondering if the above sort of religious-based swearing might have been used also in the Levant (particularly if they've taken some verbal influence from their European father), or if would come across as jarring to use these more western-associated idioms in a Middle Eastern setting?

Also: I've done some research around Arabic idioms already, but it would also be great to hear of any Arabic phrases (either in Arabic or transliterated) of annoyance or surprise similar to 'oh Christ' or 'for God's sake' that might be used? (I know ‘ya Allah’ is one such phrase but I’m trying to diversify) Similarly, any other recommendations of non-religious exclamations (of the ‘damn, bugger, blast’ varieties) would be very helpful!

Was 202x a good year for you?

Dec. 30th, 2025 04:01 pm
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Reminded today that this was a year ago.
 

EYDC2024 Day 30: was 2024 a good drama year for you?

It was all about going deeper into Thai telly and movies and learning a lot about the culture, language and ways they tell their stories. That part was good but it's also very lonely.

It's been rough to be the disabled kid standing on the sidelines expected to cheer everyone else along or go home and not bother anyone. Cause the world is so busy and fannish folks make themselves extra busier so who has time to play a different game?

The nature of my lifelong chronic illness and disability makes that not a metaphor. I just wanted to join in. At best I was patted on the head, or ignored, or allowed to listen while they talked about their own things or 'splained their versions of me and my life. As for the worst, maybe I'll write about that some day. Maybe.

2025 was the year I gave up and stayed at home. The message became too loud to ignore, even for someone as foolhardy and trusting as me.

"Sugar Plum" by Revlon, c.2010

Dec. 30th, 2025 09:35 am
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Today's nails! This is "Sugar Plum" by Revlon in the Top Speed line, released c.2010. 
 

This is another color that (based on old review photos I found here and also here) that appears to have faded from mostly pink to mostly brown over time. I have a Sally Hansen from the late 90s that's called "Raspberry" but is today more of a brick color. I actually prefer the rich, complex colors these pinks become as they fade! The shimmer is still pink-purple, even as the base is more of a brown-purple, and the result reminds me of the interesting halo effects you can get combining a regular yarn with a different colored laceweight mohair.
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An anonymous reader sent us this cool thing:

I found a historic Brazilian example of plurality and wanted to share it with you. In the nonfiction book "Samba" by Alma Guillermoprieto, she describes Seu Malandrino, a dead man who sometimes possessed a favela-dwelling woman. Here's an excerpt from pp. 110 — 111:

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On Mondays, Celina’s body was often on loan to a scoundrel by the name of Seu Malandrino, who wore her chunky, comfortable flesh with a menacing swagger, spit obscene words out of the corner of his mouth, straddled her only chair horseback-style, and kept his face wreathed in a halo of cigarette smoke.

The first time I saw him, while poking my head in Celina’s door and running directly into the stare from his dirty yellow eyes, I found him very frightening indeed. It took a couple of seconds before I recognized a face under the white boater hat with red trim and babbled an apology for the intrusion. “I’m sorry, Celina,” I began, and was cut short. “Celina isn’t here. My name is Seu Malandrino.” The voice was gravelly and sinuous… “Let the gringa come in!” he said to a frightened young couple sitting on the sofa, and to me, “Sit in that corner and shut up!”

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