Yeah, that's kind of the thing, isn't it? Even though the painful part of this situation is that this relationship just disintegrated without warning, the fact that it *could* even happen like that seem s to suggest that there was already instabilities that I wasn't picking up on. Why fight for something that was not worth it? (Perhaps that was her philosophy...?)

But, ya know, whatever. This is not going to visibly affect my day to day life for a while (till I get back to school anyways) and even then it might not really be an issue- perhaps things will have cooled enough that we can at least be civil to one another and not stress out the group dynamics.

I've basically lost a day to worrying about this yesterday, and I'm just going to get on with the day to day stuff for now.