December 31, 2025...Sigh, around Sunset
It's still cold here, in the low thirties, feels like the twenties. Felt it when I went grocery shopping and to the pharmacy, mainly to get more antacid, and something for dinner tonight. I was going to make a quiche, I might still do that - traditional to make one on New Year's Eve. My mother always did when I was a kid - we'd have quiche and champagne at midnight.
Mine isn't as rich as hers was, I use half and half or almond/coconut milk creamer, three eggs, spinach, and cheddar/gureyer cheese. She used heavy cream, four eggs, spinach, bacon, and swiss and cheddar cheese.
Anyhow, on way back from grocery shopping, I was stumbling along and one block away from my apartment complex: It was cold. The sun was setting. My groceries were weighing heavy on my arms, and my knee was aching. I got to the cross walk just as the light changed, and I thought, frak it, I'll risk it - kill me if you want to, you stupid cars. I don't care. (I live in residential area, with a lot of cross-walks). Halfway across, I hear a loud honk, and look up, a young woman, with bright yellow blond hair, big sunglasses, and a round face with red lipstick has rolled down her window - from the top of a big black shiny SUV. She can't be more than twenty-five. She curses me out, calls me a bitch, and just tells me off for deigning to stumble across the cross-walk, just as the light turned, and halting her lazy privileged spoiled prissy ass from getting to where she was going. I felt the spoiled princess' rage all the way home. [ I've had Bengali drivers stop, let me go, often wave me along, long after the light has turned, and kindly smile at me. So it's not all NYC drivers.]
I guess I'm lucky the spoiled brat didn't run me over?
My knee was killing me when I got home. It doesn't handle a lot of weight or standing on it for too long. I may have to start doing grocery orders and limiting the amount of stuff I carry. I was annoyed enough at the spoiled brat that I drew her, the car, and myself - for a later watercolor.
I can still see her round face and died blond hair in my head. Like a cartoon.
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I watched more of Angel S3 and Buffy S6 (which I like better than Angel S3). Buffy is still the better series on all cylinders. And the more relatable.
Watched Once More With Feeling for the first time in ten years. I'd forgotten a few things about it. ( Read more... )
Crafting Update, December 2025 & year in review

[Image Description: A red mini knitted sweater ornament. It features an applique of a green Christmas tree with yellow star.]

[Image Description: A green mini knitted sweater ornament. It features a crocheted applique of a candy cane.]

[Image Description: A crocheted phone stand in a coral color.]

[Image Description: A crocheted phone stand in a white and sandy gray color.]

[Image Description: An emergency Christmas Stocking crocheted in super bulky yarn. It is predominantly white, with marled red and green at the toe, heel turn, and trim, and was crocheted in 2.5 hours.]
Ravelry has a very casual Challenge tab, where you can set a goal for the number of items you want to make in a year. My output has been going down each year from my heyday in 2014-2017. I challenged myself to make 30 items this year; I finished 23.
Seventeen (17) of those FOs were crocheted, with six (6) knitted. I opted to include multiples as one project page, so that is a bit skewed. For instance, I have a page for each color of the knitted sweaters, but I actually made four (4) green ones and three (3) red ones.
Nine (9) items had their complete yarn usage filled out. All nine items were under 150 yards used. I made small things this year.
By far my most used yarn is worsted/aran weight, which I consider mostly interchangeable. Here's the breakdown in usage:
Thread: 2
Sport: 1
Worsted: 7
Aran: 6
So it doesn't sound like I actually did much this year, does it?
According to my spreadsheet, I did 462 crafting sessions. Some were just a few minutes; the longest session was 2 hours 41 minutes.

[Image Description: A pivot table, showing I crafted 104 hours in Crochet and 172 hours in Knitting this year.]
So I actually knit more than I crocheted this year, even if I didn't produce as many knitted items.
Looking at individual projects: I spent 48 hours, 41 minutes on a secret knitted project that I only half finished, almost 32 hours on the knitted legwarmers that I've been wearing, and 41 hours, 18 minutes on a crocheted cardigan (now mostly frogged, alas). Those were the "big" items.
I'll have another post soon, listing my WIPs to finish in 2026. Am I happy with my output in 2025? Well... kind of. I really would have liked to finish a garment for myself, but it wasn't meant to be. Maybe in 2026?
Comforting
Author/Artist:
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Sexual references
Word Count: 92
Written for: JMDC 238=hot drinks;
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction created for fun and no profit has been made. Rights belong to the respective creators.
Notes: Inspired by real life frustration that went on today. Pray for me. I hope readers enjoy. Sorry it’s not longer, but my brain is fried and mush. I’m lucky I’m semi-coherent.
Summary: Harry knows just how to make Draco’s day better.
Happy New Year!
Never mind. Happy New Year to you all.
A cheerful apologetic wave to those people who optimistically sent Christmas cards despite my dismal record on that front.
I shall now attempt some bullet points about things I considered posting about in December 2025 but failed to.
- Foster-kitties Tabby and Rosa went back to the rescue having put on a fair bit of weight. They had a potential home offer, but I'm not sure if that fell through, since we haven't heard any more about them.
- Instead we were asked to take in Binx, a black cat with a white tuft, and her two-week-old kittens, Gus-gus and Dumpling. They are now coming up to seven weeks old, have sprouted ridiculous long legs, and learned to climb and prance hilariously.
- The idea that Binx would teach the kittens about the litter tray did not appear to work. However, after a few random wees, putting two very shallow litter trays in locations that the kittens had previously chosen, and plonking them in the litter trays every time we went into the room did.
- I decided that the random shoes that arrived through the post over a year ago with no name on them, which nobody in the village admitted to having ordered, had aged sufficiently that I could sell them on ebay, so I did. (I suppose I could have donated them, but the local charity shops seem very unenthusiastic about donations, and I find I need to be feeling quite strong before I can march in and hand things to a sighing volunteer. )
- since the cold cleared and we have had quite a lot of calm, clear weather, I've been sea swimming a few times with the Hazelbeach group. I went today, in fact, and it was the coldest swim yet: it definitely helps if you've been exercising enough to get warm before you get into the sea, even in boots, gloves and my shortie wetsuit.
- Theo completed his scentwork course, which was fun, but he clearly thought it rather easy. There is an exam, but I'm not sure we shall bother with that.
- Went to visit my Mum; came back over the old Severn Bridge. My family lived in Swansea till I was 12, so every holiday involved that bridge: stopping there for the first time in about 40 years was a strange, nostalgic moment.
- Mum, Theo and I went to the Christmas Tree festival at St Eustachius's. It was a very good one. I think I voted for the tree celebrating the Cornwall and West Devon Mining Landscape World Heritage Site, which had a really good mining chimney. For a Christmas tree, anyway.
- Pp has hurt a finger, bending it backwards in a manner that seems likely to require minor surgery to fix. In the mean time it is strapped up in a brace, which is annoying rather than painful.
- We bought Nordmann firs (one for upstairs, one for downstairs) from Pen Parc Festive Trees this year, which meant we got to trek through a chilly field and pick out the trees. They certainly seem to be holding their needles a lot better than in previous years. Nordmann is a fine wood to carve, too, though I didn't take a chunk off to carve over the festive season. I'll have to wait till 12th night to take my carving wood for this year's decoration.
- there are flowers on the rosemary bushes, and today I found some primroses despite the frosted ground.
Foundation season 3
(spoilers)
( still liked the Empire storyline, unsure about the rest )
Essay: Anatomy of a Dance (Headspace Discovery and Defense)
Summary: Group defenses and deeper, more intimate headspace work... or, as Spider Robinson puts it, "work[ing] very hard at hosing all the bullshit out of your head so that it’s clean enough for guests."
Series: Essays (Headspace Discovery and Defense)
Word Count: 4000
Notes: Winner of the December 2025 fan poll! This essay builds on “Headspace Discovery and Defense” and you should definitely read that first (and preferably “Building Headspace: Aphantasia Edition” too). This essay was overwhelmingly written by Rawlin and Rogan.
In “Headspace Discovery and Defense,” we mostly discussed defenses created by individuals. This one is about more advanced work: group defenses and dances.
( This kinda stuff can break some people, so please proceed with caution! )
"Rabbit rabbit rabbit!"
Welcome to New Year's Day 2026! 2025 has set a very low bar, but even so I don't have a whole lot of hope for improvement. Good luck, all. We'll need it.
Games Played in 2025, Games to Play in 2026
Non-capture card list
1. Star Ocean: First Departure R
2. Spider-man: Miles Morales
3. Rise of the Tomb Raider
4. World of Final Fantasy
Capture Card List
1. Lost Odyssey (assuming 360 still works)
2. Final Fantasy X-2 (Switch)
3. The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild (Switch)
4. Dirge of Cerberus: Final Fantasy VII (PlayStation 2)
The great news is that I **DID** buy a capture card for myself! Did I play any of the games on either of these lists? No!
In mid-year, I unearthed my Xbox 360 and set it up, because I really really wanted to stream Lost Odyssey, but alas, my 360 is refusing to read discs. Woe. So what single-player games did I stream instead?
1. Forspoken
2. Yonder: The Cloud Catcher Chronicles
3. Kingdom Hearts Final Mix
4. Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories (currently playing)
I admit Forspoken is not a GREAT game, but it's a decent one, and I really needed someone like Frey in my life at the time, so I had a really great time with it, probably better than most players. I'm of the opinion that the DLC was unneeded though.
Yonder is charming and sweet and was a nice palette cleanser. And I'm a long-time Kingdom Hearts fan, so it's been fun to revisit those games.
I also streamed FFXIV (of course) and FFXI, getting through 3 of its expansions and on the fourth. I intend to continue playing both games in 2026. I mean, it's pretty much a given right now.
For single-player games in 2026: planning on getting through the entire Kingdom Hearts franchise on stream. That will take a good chunk of the year. Afterwards, I have plans on playing the Tomb Raider series, which I'm really looking forward to.
If there's anything I do differently in 2026 - I'd like to play some more single-player games OFF STREAM. I just feel like I would enjoy, say, FFT:IC more if I didn't have people in stream explaining the game to me. The problem is that I too often default to playing FFXIV, so it will be a challenge to play other games.
The two I'm most aiming for playing in 2026:
1. Clair Obscur: Expedition 33
2. Final Fantasy Tactics: Ivalice Chronicles
Looking at my Steam & Epic libraries, other games that I might play are:
1. Portal (yes, I have never played it!)
2. Mass Effect
3. Cat Quest (on Epic)
Out of those, I'm most interested in 1 and 3. I dutifully bought Mass Effect because it was cheap, but I did own it on 360 and gave it a try then and at least then, it was Not For Me. But that was a long time ago, so maybe my tastes have changed?
I've given a thought lately to acquiring Dragon Age: Origins and finishing a play of that. I had gotten about halfway through the game, romancing Alistair, and then got REALLY FUCKING EMBARRASSED BY IT and had to quit. I do recall mostly enjoying what I had played of the game, so it would be good to someday revisit. But I'd need a new copy, since see above re: 360 not reading discs.
Finally: I played some casual games this year, including:
1. Word Shaker
2. WordScapes
3. Cats Love Boxes
4. Sudocats
5. Lara Croft Go
I would like to continue with these! I don't foresee NOT playing the first two, at least - they are my "grab a device and unwind for a few minutes" games. Word Shaker and WordScapes both are ongoing, never-ending games, but the last three should have completion statuses. Heck, maybe I'll play some Sudocats now.
wednesday reads and things
I haven't written about media since the beginning of the month because OMG Yuletide! (Let me be clear: it's great fun and enormously satisfying on a personal level to be part of the team that corrals all of the moving parts, but it is also a great deal of work. Also, I had a pinch hit to write, and a treat I really wanted to get in as well.) But now it's all over save the author reveals (for real this time, oog). And I did read and watch and play some things this month!
What I've recently finished reading:
The Daughters' War by Christopher Buehlman, the prequel (written later) to The Blacktongue Thief I didn't love this as much as I did the first, largely because while Galva is a great character, her voice is simply not as engaging as Kinch's voice. She's younger and more earnest here, and it is interesting to see her being shaped by war into the character she is in the other book. But it is war, here, and war is hell, and this war is particularly hellish; not just the conflict between human (kynd) and goblin, but the conflict between Galva and her asshole brother the incompetent general. There is canonical f/f. There is a lot of backstory that illuminates aspect of the first book. I liked it, but I'm looking forward to the actual sequel to The Blacktongue Thief.
An Age of Winters by Gemma Liviero, which I think B got as part of Kindle Unlimited. Historical crime fiction set in 17th C Germany, where mysterious child deaths are attributed to witchcraft, and the clergyman investigates. The narrator (for the most part; there are sections told by a castle functionary) is the clergyman's housekeeper, Katarin Jaspers, and while her narration is engaging, it's also very coyly used to hide the fact that she is an unreliable narrator both because she only knows what she herself can see or deduce, and also because things are left out that she does know, which feels a bit gimmicky. The pacing is terrible and the reveals come all at once in a rush of exposition. However, the story is interesting and the writing is quite atmospheric (and claustrophobic, oof, so glad I don't live in a theocracy), so I read it all but felt let down by the way the ending was presented.
What I'm reading now:
On
I don't love it as much as Thistle did, but also Thistle DNF'ed the second book, so it's possible I will simply like the whole series!
(Also, I've been reading Yuletide stories, of course...)
What we recently finished watching:
S4 of The Witcher, which has absolutely terrible ratings on IMDB but I thought was fine, if (as usual) I was more interested in some threads and less in others. I wonder whether the terrible ratings come from the recasting of Liam Hemsworth as Geralt (I thought he was fine), the very non-game-like casting of Laurence Fishburne as Regis (it took me a while, but ultimately I thought he was magnificent), Ciri/Mistle (this is book canon! and nodded to in the game!), or just Jaskier's hair looking, astonishingly, even uglier than it did in the first three seasons. Possibly it was the interweaving of three (or four, depending on how you look at it) very separate storylines that made it feel like either nothing or everything was happening.
(Though I will admit the WTF musical episode was legit terrible, and its 3.7/10 rating seems high to me.)
Death by Lightning, the Netflix miniseries about James Garfield, who was nominated as a reluctant compromise candidate by the Republican party in 1880, won the presidency partly due to the corrupt New York state political machine, whose do-nothing alcoholic layabout Chester Arthur was chosen vice presidential candidate, then promptly went about attempting to reform the spoils system and give black men representation and listen to the people and be generally a upright person and good leader, and was assassinated for his trouble. Some of the dialogue seemed a bit odd to my ear (did 19th century politicians really say "fuck" that much?!?!) and the character of Charles Guiteau was very cringe (props to Matthew Macfadyen I guess!).
But I did enjoy it a lot! And looking at the existing photographs of the principals I'm very impressed with the casting and makeup and such. Mostly I now want to read a really good biography of Garfield, and also of Arthur, who sobered up, cast off his corrupt cronies, and implemented the reforms Garfield had outlined.
What I'm watching now:
Just started The Empress, which is so far reminding me of The Leopard in that it's a foreign-language film about royalty in love juxtaposed against war and revolution, and also, the costumes are fabulous.
What I have played some of but not finished:
Spider-Man Remastered - I got past the Shocker main quest, finally, but - I decided I just don't like this game. It's too much, too many things, Peter is kind of a smart-ass, I'm not a superhero-media fan, and so on.
Death Stranding - this was free on Epic, and had really great reviews, but the whole premise kind of creeped me out. It's not a horror game, but I dislike the horror elements. I also found the story not interesting enough, at least at the start (admittedly I didn't play all that far in), and the looooooong cinematics sort of boring.
Gris - this is actually a cool atmospheric puzzle-platformer! But I suck at platformers and got stuck (a ways in, admittedly). I might give it another try, but it doesn't scratch the itch of "adventure game with a story" for me.
Horizon Forbidden West (replay) - It was kind of fun to replay the beginning, but now really I am just preferring looking over B's shoulder every so often. I remember the fun bits but ugh the hard bits.
What I'm playing now:
I'm maybe 4 hours into Ghost of Tsushima, which B played last year and really enjoyed. I'm liking it so far. I got to pet a fox! (And then real-me leaned forward and petted my real cat Cricket, who has resumed her habit of sitting between my keyboard and monitors. In fact, she's there right now!)
Happy New Year, everybody!
The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Wednesday, December 31
~~Chosen~~
[Drabbles & Short Fiction]

- Homeless (Buffy, PG) by badly_knitted

- don't ever look back (Multiple crossings, T) by madimpossibledreamer

- Constellations in Our Hands (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by eternallyec
- Mended (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by scratchmeout
- Doing It For The Money (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Maxine Eden
- Christmas in Sunnydale (Buffy/Spike, PG-13) by Willow25
- A Mother's Wish (Buffy/Spike, PG-13) by the_big_bad
- Warm and Bright (Buffy/Spike, R) by werehorse
- Midnight (Buffy/Spike, G) by cd85 + Dusty

- Have a Little Faith (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Kenijo
- Spike's Lament (Buffy/Spike, PG-13) by wrecked life
- The Pawer of Love (Buffy/Spike, R) by wrecked life
- The Binder (Buffy/Spike, G) by ClowniestLivEver
- Complex Roots (Buffy/Spike, PG-13) by ClowniestLivEver
[Chaptered Fiction]

- A Vampire's Heart, Chapter 9 (Spike/reader, NR) by itsalwaysteatimeinwonderland

- As the Wind Changes, Chapter 4 (Buffy/Spike, PG-13) by violettathepiratequeen
- These Endless Days, Chapter 16 (Buffy/Spike, PG-13) by violettathepiratequeen

[Images, Audio & Video]

- Artwork:Melancholy (Holy Martyr) by brekindelo
- Artwork:Once More With Feeling Re-Vamped (Pun-Intended) by bertolts
- Gifset:BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER (1997 - 2003) by andremichaux
[Reviews & Recaps]

- Blake Wrapped 2025: BTVS S1-S4 by no-where-new-hero
- Thoughts on Rewatching S2E11, “Ted” (5/5) by btvsfemslashenjoyer

- Angel Reaction | S1E12 | Expecting by Wacky Uncle Reacts
- Buffy The Vampire Slayer 7x8 'Sleeper' REACTION by George Alexander
[Fandom Discussions]

- James Marsters 2025 Convention Reports, Pics & Videos by dontkillspike

- [Buffy comic bisexuality] by coraniaid

- Do you think Buffy went to heaven as a reward for her good deeds or randomly due to proximity to the heavenly dimension in question via glory’s portal when she died by multiple authors
- Im excited for the sequel series. It doesnt need to be like the original, it just needs to be fun. by multiple authors
- Was anyone else dissapointed Anya wasn’t more ruthless/ evil as a demon again? I was expecting her to be the new Angelus by multiple authors
- If Alyson decided to actually sing, what do you think her song would have been about? by multiple authors
- Vampires and demons in the sequel by multiple authors
- I just really don't like Lindsey by multiple authors
- honest opinions? by multiple authors
- Zoic Studios, the special effects department in charge of the new series! by multiple authors
- Clueless by multiple authors
- Favorite Glory moments? by multiple authors
- If the sequel series gets picked up i hope they keep the same rule about ending each season like it could be its last. by multiple authors
- Michelle Trachtenberg's tribute by multiple authors
- on s3 and getting tired by multiple authors
- Cordelia Chase the Queen of Red by multiple authors
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End of 2025. The only important summary I can think of is "Two
children, both now successfully enjoying school".
(Seen here shopping for new parents)
See you in 2026!
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What Am I Reading Wednesday - New Year's Eve 2025 Edition
What I Finished Reading This Week
Holly, Reindeer, and Colored Lights - Edna Barth
This book is a nostalgic holiday reread for me. It's part frustrating (no, druids did not worship Thor or Odin) and fascinating (as a snapshot of what popular knowledge about niche topics looked like in the pre-Internet age). While the presumed audience and focus is largely continental North American christian culture, these books may very well have been the first place I ever heard about Puerto Rico, or Bolivia, or the Sami, and therefore played a part in interesting me in the world. “In the African Republic of Ghana, groups of Christian families buy cows, sheep, and goats to be slaughtered for the Christmas feast. Among Christians of Abyssinia a favorite Christmas dish is raw meat” reads one paragraph in the nine-page “Christmas Feasting” chapter. As a child, Abyssinia would have seemed like an impossibly far off place, wondrously unlike anything in my daily life. Today, I know that Abyssinia is just Ethiopia and Eritrea and the “raw meat” from that Christmas dish is just kitfo, and I can walk out my front door and order it at over half-a-dozen restaurants in less than 15 minutes. Which is in itself its own kind of wondrous.
Irish Tin Whistle Tutorial vol. 1 – Mary Bergin
Mary Bergin is one of the marquee players of this instrument. As this is just the first volume of three, I can't meaningfully compare her entire method to other tutors on the market, but it is hands down the most thorough introduction to tonguing patterns anywhere--a vital element that's often given short shrift by other instructors.
Irish Legends for Children – Yvonne Carroll & Lucy Su
This book contains six retellings of Irish legends, including The Children of Lir, two from the Ulster Cycle, and three from the Fenian Cycle. The retellings are nicely done and a good way to introduce the stories to younger readers, and the illustrations very attractive. Carroll gives the names in Irish with proper diacritics and doesn't bother with a pronunciation guide, a refreshing or frustrating choice, depending on the reader.
Guarded Time 2 - Stephanie Hansen
This book opens in media res but doesn't follow up with much explanation for dozens of characters, concepts, and situations--not even an information dump, let alone subtler explication woven into the story. And while this is the second volume in its series, it's the seventh in the "suggested reading order" of Hansen's previous books, and given that multiple chapters in Guarded Time begin with epigraphs from those books, anyone who really wants to know whats going on probably would need to read those as well. Hansen clearly loves her characters and plot, but potential readers should probably start at the top of that list.
Ruby and the Stone Age Diet – Martin Millar
I opened 2025 by reading Millar's second novel and closed it by reading this one, his third. It's a much trickier novel than its predecessor: like most of Millar's works it seems straightforward, even superficial, until you start to realize how deadly clever it is. Almost too clever in places; Millar's satire can deadpan I suspect it's flown over the head of many an oblivious reader. He's also starting to experiment this with themes and elements that will pop up again in his later works, and while they don't always work as well here, it's very cool to see them in their embryonic forms. This is definitely worth reading, and I will definitely read it again.
The Tailor of Gloucester – Beatrix Potter
Probably my favorite of Potter’s books. The illustrations are just stunning.
The Best Christmas Pageant Ever – Barbara Robinson
An annual reread. There are many people in the world right now who I think need to read this book...alas, they wouldn't get the point even if they did.
Nimona – ND Stevenson
Being a graphic novel in which Severus Snape teams up with a Murder Pixie Dream Girl to fight the system. As I was in a "fuck the system" mood all week, this suited me perfectly. It is one of those books that somehow transcends the sum of its parts, and I'm glad I finally read it. As a bonus, the omake at the end make it a seasonal read too.
Celtic Knotwork Handbook – Sheila Sturrock
I don't recommend starting with Sturrock's method when learning to draw Celtic knotwork, as it's prone to generating knots with inconsistent cord widths and interlacing that violates design conventions in historic examples. That said, it is useful for plotting groups of connected panels with negative space between them. And it absolutely shines when drafting zoomorphic patterns; in fact, it's the best method for doing so that I've found anywhere.
What I Am Currently Reading
The Stations of the Sun – Ronald Hutton
The first chapters start ahead of the Christmas season, so I'm a bit behind, but that's fine.
The Bright Sword – Lev Grossman
This is looking to become one of my annual winter reads.
Hymn to Dionysus – Natasha Pulley
Three chapters in I'm liking it quite a bit.
What I’m Reading Next
This week I acquired Peter Heller's The Dog Stars Ronald Hutton's , Coinneach MacLeod's The Scottish Cookbook, Mike Parker Pearson's Stonehenge: A Brief History, and Malene Sølvsten's Mannaz.
これで以上です。
extra book goal 2025: Lois McMaster Bujold & Jane Austen
It was also the 250th birthday of Jane Austen on December 16th. In consequence I also read all of her novels, including two I had not read before: Emma and Lady Susan. I enjoyed them all to varying degrees, and hopefully will get round to more written down thoughts, but what struck me most is the difference in how I felt about Mansfield Park. I first read it around age 16, and I hated it so much. In the intervening time I think I also merged it with some of my feelings from Jane Eyre (which I do like) and the scenes from Lowood. But this time many of the elements like Fanny Price's meekness did not bother me nearly so much, and I did enjoy a lot of it. I think it's a combination of being prepared, a much higher tolerance of maddening characters, and also a taste for difficult female protagonists.
Yuletide rec list 2025
My Received Fic
Valdemar Series
My request had been for a fic that gave an option for what if Stef had been able to help in the final fight in the Last Herald-Mage Trilogy, what would that look like, and how would it change things. This was exactly the sort of thing I was hoping for! It still took a price, still had the same things that needed doing, but this felt like a great way to spread that price around, to fill the same place and needs but give them a life together instead of just a debt. PLUS some favorite side characters got to appear in it! A real delight and such a great gift to get!
Other Yuletide fics I liked
The Coldfire Trilogy
After Crown of Shadows, Vryce hunts down Gerald Tarrant. I love the way the hunt in this reflects the hunt in the books: an exploration of faith (vs Terrant's deliberate faith-based rejection of God), and how it builds erotic tension rather than dread.
Cthulhu Mythos
Randolph Carter makes a mistake in judgment but you know, like, you're sort of delighted to see it. Uh oh, Carter!!!!
Dimension 20: Escape from the Bloodkeep
Maggie gets some help from Leiland in caring for her baby. This is soooo cute and pitch-perfect for the tone of the actual play series; I could HEAR the character voices they used. A little delight, absolutely.
The Goblin Emperor Series
Set right after the novel. In the aftermath of the attempted assassination, Csevet is very shaken by the death of his longtime tormentor and needs a quiet thing to focus on. This is just very sweet and really focuses on how shaken he must have been; it really feels pitch-perfect for the quiet moments in the book and how they tend to reflect deeply emotional impacts.
What Abigail and Ione Did That January
Rivers of London
Such a sweet exploration of the next steps of their relationship, and the casefic elements themselves are also great. I love how it pulls in everyone important to Abigail to spend time with Ione as well. And whew, putting Indigo under threat was handled so well. Like I worried for her but also knew that Abigail wouldn't let anything happen to her.
What Abigail Did When She House-Sat
Rivers of London
Abigail and Indigo house-sit at the Folly. Things don't go as planned when they get an unexpected delivery. Absolutely, BRILLIANTLY in character and fits perfectly into that world.
Rivers of London
An absolutely pitch-perfect fic in terms of the writing style of the series, with an open-and-shut case of normal Folly policing. I laughed out loud at calling Nightingale a "pre-Blitz relic" —this fic is exactly as quotable as the books themselves.
See also: Galley House incident
Type Help
Type Help is something I'm completely obsessed with -- the way it builds its mystery at the same time as forcing the user to delve deeper into it is genius. This fic is ALSO genius and manages to capture some of the same level of DREAD at the thought of this spreading enough to be exposed to everyone who reads wikipedia. And it does so from a very accurate-to-wikipedia approach (it's excerpts from an in-world wikipedia, with talk pages etc!)! Really cool stuff.
Yami no Matsuei
Hisoka and Tsuzuki are sent to look for a missing woman. The perfect mix of sweet and sad, and an ideal casefile for this series. I love how it .... without directly reflecting the main characters, it still highlights elements of their own situations.
2025 publications / awards eligibility post
fiction
"Still Life" in Not One of Us (issue 82)
poetry
"portrait of the artist as a young gorgon" in Penumbric (August 2025, vol. 2, issue 2)
"the jacarandas are unimpressed by your show of force" in Strange Horizons (15 Sept 2025)
nonfiction
Using Pop Culture as Poetic Inspiration in The SFWA Blog (July 15 2025)
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The high-level premise of this show: a GENIE, who is also SATAN, has been IMPRISONED for ONE THOUSAND YEARS because he's supposed to seduce humans into CORRUPTING THEMSELVES and instead he met a PURE SOUL who used her WISHES FOR GOOD and caused him to LOSE his BARGAIN with GOD.
Now! he has met her REINCARNATION! however! instead of being a PURE INGENUE WAIF! the reincarnation is an ETHICAL SOCIOPATH who has been STRICTLY TRAINED in NOT MURDERING PEOPLE by her BELOVED GRANDMOTHER! and whose first reaction on meeting a magical immortal genie is 'at last! someone I can ethically shove off a building!!'
(This meeting happens in Dubai, btw. The show is very obviously at least in part sponsored by the Tourism Board of Dubai and the cast are frequently hopping back and forth there to Shop Our Beautiful Bazaars and speak in variably competent Arabic; however, as a result, this means the backstory involves historical trade routes! the last time I saw that was in Queen Seondeok!)
ANYWAY, now, the challenge is on: will ethical sociopath Ki Ka-young be CORRUPTED by SATAN the GENIE? or will she once again make SELFLESS WISHES and condemn the genie to have his THROAT SLIT by an ANGRY ANGEL OF DEATH?
There are also some side characters! People in Ki Ka-young's orbit include her SAINTLY GRANDMOTHER and her BEST FRIEND, a LESBIAN DENTIST. People in the genie's orbit include his GIANT PANTHER MINION, the ANGRY ANGEL OF DEATH, and a SMALL BOY who consistently beats him in Mortal Kombat. There are also some LOCAL COTTAGECORE YOUTUBERS, a circle of ADDITIONAL JUDGMENTAL GRANNIES, a RELATIVELY UNIMPORTANT SERIAL KILLER, an EVIL IMMORTAL CHILD, and DANIEL HENNEY, in a role that ( I will not spoil except under a cut )
Let me be clear: is this drama good? no, I do not think so. Do I have arguments with its determinations about what does and does not count as a selfless wish? sure. Did I enjoy it? TREMENDOUSLY. Did I at any point have any idea what was going to happen next in this absolute mad libs of a plot? NEVER ONCE.
however, the thing that made me shriek most about the drama is a major mid-show spoiler ( regarding Beloved Grandma )
Wednesday reading: two mystery novels to round out the year
Malka Older, _The Potency of Ungovernable Impulses_ -- the third of the investigations of Mossa and Pleiti, this one set largely at a university, with academic rivalries and an invention that could threaten various profitable businesses. Still on the implausible, hopefully temporary colony in the atmosphere of Jupiter.
These fit together, which I didn't realize until I sat down to post this.
That makes 39 books for the year, plus short fiction, blog posts, and a few things abandoned partway through.